“O-oo nga pala. KAIBIGAN mo nga lang pala ako. Kaibigan na laging nandyan sa tabi mo at hindi ka kayang iwan”
Tears started to flow from my eyes. I can now feel my heart breaking into pieces. And the unbearing pain knock my breath away. I don’t know how many dosage of pain my heart can tolerate.
He didn’t make a move. He just looks at me,
Someone grab my arms and pulls me away from him
“Dave, bitawan mo ko..” I said weakly
He irritatedly ask me “Bakit?”
“Da..dahil kailangan niya ko ngayon..please Dave” nanghihina kong sabi
“I won’t let you go. I’m sorry.” He then proceeds on dragging me away
Nilingon ko si Paulo and I saw him walking away not even glancing at our direction
“Dave..bitawan mo ko”
“I won’t” matigas niyang sabi
“BAKIT BA AYAW MO KONG BITAWAN?! Sinabi nan gang pupuntahan ko siya ehh!” naiinis na sabi ko
He looks at me intently and says “Yan ba talaga ang gusto mo? Ang bitawan kita?”
“He needs me, his not in a good shape right now. I can..still bear the pain”
“Rein naman! Stop playing the martyr act! Damn it! Nasasaktan ka na niya tapos siya pa din iisipin mo. Think about yourself!”
Nagulat ako sa sinabi niya
“I don’t care! Mahal ko siya at kahit na..ka-kaibigan lang ang turing niya saken *I catch my breathing dahil nagsisimula na naman akong maiyak* hindi ko siya iiwan”
Dave cupped my face and wipes away the tears that’s flowing from my eyes
“I know *I saw sadness in his eyes* pero hayaan mo muna siyang mag-isip. He needs some time alone to think through what happened today. At ikaw you need some rest halika ihahatid na kita sa inyo”
Naguilty ako bigla sa inasal ko kanina. All this time si Dave ung laging nasa tabi ko pag nasasaktan na ko. I shouldn’t have said those words to him
“Dave I’m sorry. Sorry sa mga nasabi ko”
“It’s okay. I understand at alam mo naman na hangga’t kaya kitang pasayahin gagawin ko. I will always be by your side when you needed me”
His stare bores at my soul and I felt something again deep down. My heart feels something that’s unfamiliar. Something light and it somehow soothed my feeling
“Thank you Dave, pero hanggang kelan ka nasa tabi ko?” I know that when he finds that someone eventually he’ll leave me
“Lalayo lang ako pag sinabi mo Rein. Tandaan mo yan” he holds my hand and entwined it with his. I look at our hands and its warmth and it feels good somehow
Huminto kami sa Raspberry
“Ahh Dave, akala ko ba ihahatid mo ko sa bahay?”
“Ayokong ihatid ka sa inyo ng mukhang Biyernes santo ang mukha kaya eto, we’ll lighten up your mood” he smiled at me
Kumakain kami ng ice cream and he’s right. The cold ad sweet food relieves my mood.
“Dave bakit pala hindi ka pa nag gigirlfriend?” I asked. Kasi for sure may gusto na to or crush man lang.
BINABASA MO ANG
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