Forever And Always

Chapter 57

I was there early. More early than we had agreed on . It was a minute past 10 am and I was slowly sipping my tea waiting for him. I had decided to meet up with Niall cause seriously I wouldn't escape from him forever. I had avoided him for two months. Even though he insisted so much, I couldn't talk to him yet.  I was uncertain about how all this would go down but I wanted him so much in my life. Yes, I wanted him back. I don't know what he wanted to tell me but I hoped he would tell me the good news of how he wanted me  back in his life.

"I hope I didn't keep you waiting for too long,"Niall asks pulling his chair to sit down.

Then he stopped.

"Come give me a hug Kaity,"he says.

I don't refuse the hug. I must admit that it feels so right when he holds me like that. I am caught up in the moment and I hug him much tighter than before. I had no idea that I'd missed him that much.

"Please have a seat ,"he tells me and I do so immediately.
"As I said earlier, I hope I haven't kept you waiting for too long. The truth is my baby and I were a bit playful today and that's why I got a bit late,"he says excitedly.

I honestly didn't need to know all that. Did I even care about what he did while he wasn't with me? He really has to say that to me. He just forgot to mention something else. How Asling was taking care of him. Well I'm glad he didn't mention it.

I didn't say anything to that. Not because I didn't want to say anything but because I didn't want to start unnecessary fight.

"Okay, so you called me here,what do you have to tell me?"

I just didn't know what t expect from him.

"Katy, I love you so much and I wouldn't do anything to hurt you intentionally and I just want you to know that  I still do and I want to be with you."

Where was he driving with this now?

I wondered what he would say next and waited for him to continue.

"I'll still take care of Asling and  baby and then I'll still be with you. I love you Katy."

Now my anger was boiling up.

How could he think of that?How dare he?

"You're kidding me right?How dare you suggest such a thing!Have you no shame at all Niall!"

This was unbelievable!How dare he tell me such a thing!Was he that selfish?

"Don't get me wrong Kaitlyn. I just don't want to lose you at all. You mean so much to me. Don't do this to me. Please."

"I could have wanted something with you but if this is what you want,I'm afraid I won't do this. This is so selfish of you."

"Don't think that way please. "

This guy must be crazy if he thinks that he will use me the way he wants . He wants to be with Asling and still wants to he with me? that's insanity.

"Then you should tell me what to think. Niall you are crazy and I won't allow you to use me the way you want."

"Don't say that. I just don't want to lose you Katy. I love you that much. I don't want you to love anybody else. I just want you to be mine,"Niall says .

"And don't you think I want the same thing too? I don't want you loving someone else,and I want you only for myself.That's all I want Niall. So tell me how possible that is if  you have Aisling."

I didn't like this Niall. He was a selfish person. I love the Niall I met in Ireland. The fun loving guy,the loving one,caring and responsible guy. But he isn't the one right now.

"Sweetheart, I know it's going to be hard but we got to try this."

"You know what Niall,and you got to choose between me and Aisling. There's nothing else to do,"I said and I took a sip of my water.

"Please don't make me do that. You know Aisling won't let me see my own kid."

"Well then I guess I've gotten my answer. You can't be with me."

He couldn't even say a thing. He couldn't bring himself to say anything because what was there to say. Nothing because right now he was afraid if he said anything it would make me angry.

"So that's it Niall?"

"Katy,please.....

"I'm leaving right now."

And with that I stormed out of the restaurant and waved a taxi to take me home.

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