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The Assumption

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"You're home late!" Nessa spoke as I shut the door behind me. She was still pissed that I led her on yesterday. "I had to stay at the office for a late meeting about a new product in production," I vaguely said. "What is it about?" She curiously asked.

"I'll tell you tomorrow," I brushed her off and was about to take the stairs when she pulled me back. "What's going on with you?" She sincerely asked and I had to be an ass to hurt her even more. "What do you mean? Leave me alone," I begged angrily. "You seem to be forgetting I am your fiance. You're barely home anymore. You sleep in the guest bedroom. Barely say two words to me, What's going on? Hell...you won't even have sex with me when I'm all over you, what was that stunt you pulled yesterday?" she ranted.

I looked down when the guilt started seeping in. "I've just been going through some stuff okay. I...I don't know what to say. I'm not feeling us anymore," I truthfully revealed and her eyes angrily snapped to mine. She had fists formed at her sides and instantly I knew I shouldn't have said that. "What the fuck!?" She screamed.

"So what, you want to break up? What have I ever done so wrong?" She continued. "I don't know. I haven't changed my mind completely but...I'm just confused lately," I revealed. I want to hold onto Nessara because I don't think I can handle Siya's rejection.

"Just let me help, please? I can change your mind," she begged, her eyes staring deeply into mine. I felt her palm my crotch and I take another step away from her. "Sucking my dick isn't going to help the situation, Nessara!" I shouted and she winced. "You didn't have to be so harsh. Please. We can fix this. Don't give up on us. Fight for us," she begged.

"I'm not saying that! All I'm saying is that I need some space. Couples need space. I need you to let me figure out what I want," I sighed. "I came back to you! You were the one that I wanted! You told me that you felt the same Kol. Why did you lie to me then?" She recalled, tearing welling down her cheeks.

"Because you were a fricken distraction!" I blurted out, tugging at the strands of my hair. I couldn't fake it back, I already said it. Fuck. The look in her eyes, the way she stepped back and away from me. I fucked up. "What do you mean?" Her voice breaks. "Nothing, I didn't mean that. It's complicated. I'll explain tomorrow," I assured her before turning and running up the staircase.

I stormed into my office, my heart racing and mind wild of tornado thoughts. Why did I say that? Sure it was a distraction from Siya and everything that happened between us but then things got real. Didn't it? Yeah. It did. I have so much to say. So much to tell Siya and I wish I could tell her. I just wish I could erase all the negative things she thinks about me, sit her down at pour my heart out to her.

It isn't right. Not being able to stop thinking about her. About five years ago. Half a decade and our times still haunt me. She's moved on. I did too, at least I thought so. I grabbed the pen and paper, sitting in front of the desk. The words flowed out of my mind and this was the only outlet I knew. I had so much to say, so many opportunities yet so many challenges.

Dear Siya,

I scratched that immediately.

Dear Treasure,

I fucked up.