Rudhita :you are mine

Plan Gone Wrong

You love her,

I know from the start.

But still my heart shatters every time

I see you talking to me just about her.

I know my love you will never see my love

But still my heart beats only for you.

You were never mine,

But still I am all yours.

If only you could ever see.

-Rashi

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Batuk went straight to his dada 'study.

' dada ' he said to Anirudh who was lost in his thoughts.

' Haa Batuk ' replied a smiling Anirudh, from the day he decided spending time with Bondita he is always smiling.

' dada bhut khush lag rhe aap, aakhir baat kya hai 'Said Batuk, trying to strike a conversation.

' Koi baat nhi hai, ab mai khush bhi nhi ho skta kya ' Anirudh replied playfully.

' khush toh ho skte ho, aur bhut ache bhi lagte ho aap haste hue.. Pr yeh khushi.. Without any reason nhi lg rhi.. Yeh khushi toh Baudi ki di hui lg rhi hai'

Anirudh had a smile remembering the time he spent with her

'haa batuk, tumhari baudi hai hi aisi, jha jaye vha khushiya bikher deti hai' his voice was oozing out love.

Batuk smiled, he knew the time has come.

'fir dada kab bol rhe hai apne dil ki baat baudi se.' he asked not wanting to delay the conversation further.

Anirudh was flabbergasted, never he expect his little brother to ask such thing, that too straight forwardly.

'Yeh kyaa.. Yeh kyaaa bol rhe ho tum.. Batuk aisa kuch nhi hai' he spoke, his hand were sweaty now, he was growing nervous. He felt more like a theif who has been caught.

'acha aisa kuch nhi hai..? Nhi pyaar krte aap baudi se..? Batai sach sach.. Kuch nhi feel krte aap unke lie?' Batuk asked questioning him

' Nhi batuk' he replied firmly remembering the night three years back, in no circumstances he wanted to impose himself on her.. He just wanted her happiness.

'toh fir yeh rishta kyu hai?' Batuk insisted on knowing.

'Tum samajh te kyu nhi Batuk, bondita jimmedari hai meri,' said Anirudh almost loosing his patience and slamming the wall with his hands.

'Sirf jimmedari hai vo aapki.. Aur kuch nhi?' said Batuk with a questioning look.

'Haa'  said Anirudh, trying to hold his I dont care demeanour, which was about to brake very soon.

'Toh thik hai fir aap ko pta hai Baudi isse jyada deserve krti hai.. Aap unki dusri shadi kyu nhi krva dete. Kisi aise insaan se jo Baudi se prem krte ho. Aap badlav lana chahte hai na. Toh kyu na shuruvaad ghar se ki jaye. Krva dijie dada unki shadi.. Aur sabit kr dijie ki mard aur aurat ek saman hai. Agar mard ko haq hai dusri shadi ka toh aurat ko bhi,' Said Batuk with a plane expression.

If it was about any other woman Anirudh would have agreed to the suggestion, he would have even felt proud on batuk for his progressive thinking.. But no all he felt was anger, it was like all his word peirced his soul. It was easy to say that Baundita was just his responsibility but to act on what he said.. It was simply torturous.