Drowned In Pain ✔️

Her inner trauma

Arnav Barked inside calling her name and next second he stopped when he saw her packing her luggage slowly slowly. He gulp and close the door so that no one could listen to them because he know he did wrong and Khushi gonna shout at him and gonna blame him for everything which he did to her and why won't she when he did so bad with her and didn't give her chance to let her keep her side of truth. He fidgeting with his fingers and walks towards her with slow steps.

Arn. Erm Khushi what you what you doing

K. Nothing just doing packing as when everything has clear so thinking to leave this house as soon as possible. Its good for me and for you as well. She spoke normally making him confused because he was expected shout and anger from her but here she is just normal without any emotions.

Ar. I'm I'm sorry khushi for everything I I should had listen to you. I don't know how many times I've hurted you since in five and half month. I I know you are hurt but look at my situation as well. I was hurt too. I thought you you hurted my Di which was utterly false but still I I didn't believe you and forced you in everything. I I know it's a sin which I did to you. I broke your heart many times. But but we can start again. I mean to say we can work on this marriage. I wanna be with you. Erm erm when we are married so what's the need of parting away. (Bitting lips). I'm I'm sorry for everything. I was so blind in anger that that I couldn't see your innocence and kept blaming me for that which you didn't do. I shouldn't had do it. I I should had inquiry about it and should had react but I didn't and reached on consolation without any valid proof. Khushi I I

K. It's ok I'm fine you don't need to say sorry to me because now I don't think so sorry can rectify which I faced. Anyways talking about it is just waste of time so better to not do it. What's say. Anyways I just should leave now. It's getting late. If you could then plz don't show me your face ever. Hmm she smiles and about to go but he cAme infront of her and stopped her

Ar. You don't need to go. I'm saying na I wanna give chance to this marriage tho I will get time to do Apology. I mean to say give us chance Khushi. Now Di is fine he is gone. I've got to know the truth so there is no chance to Being sad so why not to be happy and live together. Huh

Khushi keep looking at his face having smile on her face and then spoke

K. Kya ap muja aik sawal ka Jawab da sakta ha.

Ar. Kya he stammers.

K. Kya ap wo Sara waqt to tabdeel kar sakta ha jis ma Mein roi Jis Mein mera dil toota. Ya jis ma app na muja chot Di. Arnav got speechless after hearing her.

K. Can you hold back my tears which I spilled out because of you. Can you rectify for that when I was crying infront of you and instead of listen to me you pushed me away and hurted me. Can you. She spoke having no tears in her eyes because might they also got dry after continuously dropping down.

Ar. I can't but we can make our future beautiful right

K. I wanna die Arnav. Do you understand you forced me to pray for my death. You didn't abused me or insulted me or broke me you killed me. You killed my soul my emotions my feelings everything you just finished it and after all that shit you still have guts to stand infront of me and say me to be with you and forget all bloody things which you did to me. Huh. Do you want me to be a shameless and lead a life with that person who didn't leave a single chance to insult me. Do you.

Ar. You are not understanding Khushi. I wanna rectify for my mistakes. I wanna gain forgive from you. I just wanna make everything alright which I spoilt. I want you in my life.

K. You still are not guilty. You are being selfish because you are finding yourself on the edge of ocean where only two option you got. One to jump in ocean and second to move towards me. And you are choosing me because you don't have any other choice. You are just thinking about yourself not about my feelings my emotions my pain. Nothing.nothing she said moving back.