•day 77 still•

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It had been probably about 3 or 4 hours and (Y/n) and I were just returning to my house. I let her in and she was immediately infatuated with my minimum decor. Until her eyes returned to me. (Y/n) looked me up and down again before staring at me for a second.

"Are you still hungry?" I asked her rubbing my arm and heading to the small area I called my kitchen.

"I could eat..." she says following me in there. I start to wash my hands and gestured for her to do the same.

"We could make something." I say glancing at her as she walks up beside me and starts washing her hands too.

"Whatever you want."

We both finish up and dry our hands before beginning to cook. "Okay we're gonna do something simple just to get something on the table." I announced grabbing some ingredients and moving around her quickly. "Can you cut up those vegetables?" I asked starting to fill up a pot with water.

She raises her eyebrow and smirked before nodding. "Of course."

"I'm gonna put some music on, okay?" I asked looking her way and she just nodded glancing my way as well. Her eyes staying on me for a second as I mindlessly searched my songs before pressing one I knew I liked. It was just a pop song I like that often times raised my energy and made me feel good.

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I sigh as I finished up helping my girlfriend with cleaning her kitchen. There were only a couple dishes left in the sink. Other than that we were done. I sigh and take a breath before sneaking up on Mina while she wasn't looking at me. I attack her sides and tickled her. She immediately erupts into laughter while trying to put the dish she had down safely. Her hands find mine as she tries to stop my tickle attack but fortunately for me fails. Mina turns toward me and holds me hands, squeezing them with all her might to get me to stop.

"Wait, I- I can't breathe." she says between loud chuckles. I stop tickling her and just hold her waist allowing her to catch her breath. she panted softly while looking up to the ceiling before her eyes met mine again. I hadn't taken my eyes off her for even a second and holding her like this was intoxicating. Her scent filled my lungs as I bask in her presence.

She stared at me as I admired her for a minute. I lean in and kiss her softly, My hips pushing into hers a little. She leans against her counter as my body traps her. I lean over her and place one hand on the counter behind Mina to keep her in place and the other travels on to hold her neck as I kiss her slow. I lightly squeeze the sides of her neck before pulling her head closer of mine.

I was trying to be gentle despite my slightly forceful nature. I was barely thinking about what I was doing beyond 'don't hurt her'. Mina held onto my shirt and made soft hums through our kiss. After a second I took a breath out as I feel Mina pull at my shirt. I felt her hands rub across my stomach while she pulled my shirt up. I pull away and slightly push her back. We were still pretty close though. I hold her hands in front of me and I huff softly while lookin up toward the ceiling.

"Are you okay?" I nod and bring my head back down so I could see her. She looked concerned and I didn't want her to worry.

I was kinda scared for her to see or touch my body. I didn't have a traditional figure. I definitely had a lot of muscle from working in the support class and having to lift and move very heavy things but that wasn't what I was worried about.

She looked at me quizzically and sighed softly. "Sorry I just got kinda nervous..." I tell her softly kissing her forehead.

"You don't have to apologize. It's okay if you want to slow down."

"It's not that... I just got a little anxious." I confess. She looked me kinda confused. "I'm not built in a traditional sense so I got nervous about what you'd think."

She smiled and grabbed me closer to her. "You don't have to worry about that, because I would love your body no matter what it looked like."

But what about the scars that stained my body from fights and metal work. From a women who's done more than just scar me physically. My body has been attacked and destroyed so much and I'd hate to get a negative reaction out of her. "Can I show you somewhere that isn't the kitchen?" I asked with a hint of sarcasm in my voice. She of course said "yes" and took me to her very colorful room.

I sigh softly and stood by the bed while Mina sat down. I glance at her while grabbing the edges of my shirt. I get really nervous once I see her blank face and turn around for a second. I huff softly and pull the shirt over my head and off my body. I throw it on the ground and look back only to see Mina's eyes glue to the burn across my back.

"Can I ask about it?" she asked and I nod.

"I was around twelve at the time." sighing softly I sit next to her and continue my story. "My mom had this boyfriend and I hated his guts. We all argued all time and sometimes it even turned physical. One day when he and I fought while he was drunk. I don't know where he got acid but he threw a glass bottle of it at my back. That was one of the only times I actually went to the hospital for an injury..." I trail off not realizing my voice had faded out over time. Mina's hands traced over the big scar as I nervously shook. My hands quaked as my anxiety boils up in side of my stomach.

"When I think about everything you've been through I sometimes want to cry or throw up... In all honestly I don't know if I would've been able to handle it. It kinda makes me jealous of how strong you are but then again I also love that about you. So don't worry so much about what I'll say because I'll always think highly of you." She said softly pulling me into a hug from behind.

My eyes got glassy when she said that and I glance back to look at him. I could only view the top of her head though. I looked forward again at my scarred hands and legs. I was at a loss for words but I still opened my mouth to try and say something but before I do Mina plants kisses all over my scar.

I felt tears come to my eyes as my body slightly shook. I tried to keep my composure but I couldn't stop myself from letting out a soft whimper before starting to break down. Mina kept planting little kisses on my back while hugging me tightly.

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It took me awhile to stop crying but when I did I turned to give Mina a soft kiss. She softly giggled through the kiss and smooched me back.

"Do you feel better?" she asked smiling at me.

"Yeah because of you. Thank you." I expressed before she nods and yawns. She suddenly slams against the bed and pulls me with her. I'd practically forgotten about my missing shirt. I followed her yawn and stretch across the bed before pulling her toward me. I blink heavily while cuddling Mina close. My arms holding her against me as my head cuddled into the crook of her neck. She chuckles and cuddles toward me. I was practically intoxicated by her sweet and spicy scent and the soft skin on her stomach.

"I really fucking like you." I mumble into her neck. My voice had turned soft and loving as I try to relax.

She laughed as if to let me now that was obvious before speaking herself. "I know, I really like you to, uwu theif."

We chatted for a little after that but Mina ended up falling asleep in my arms.

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this took forever ;-;

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