The secrets of summer

Chapter 11

We get to Hope's house and she tells me that Colton and I can have the guest bedroom. She disappears with Justin up the stairs where I assume is her bedroom. Colton and I stare at each other both wondering what to do.

Finally he talks. "If you want I'll sleep on the couch and you can have the bedroom."

I smile, I'm glad that he is not persistent that we sleep together. Then I say "If you want to talk we can go up to my room."

This is totally unlike me, I would never normally say this. I know Austin and I haven't been on great terms, but I would never toss him to the side. I don't think I had anything to drink. I can't remember my mind is fuzzy, we'll see how I feel tomorrow morning if I have a hangover or not.

We look around the house for the guest bedroom, and hope to god that the one we found isn't her parents' room. I begin to fold open the covers but then decide to take my dress off because it's itching me.

"Can you turn around please?" he nods and turns his back to me, I do the same.

Half way through unzipping my dress the zipper gets stuck. "Dammit."

He turns around and I can hear him walk towards me, my heart begins to pound and my palms get sweaty.

"Need help?" he asks.

''Ya" I say with my voice cracking, I can feel my face start to burn up and I push myself to try and breathe properly. When he finally undoes my dress he turns back around and I jump under the covers. He gets on the bed but stays on top of the covers we start talking and the next thing you know it's three in the morning.

I start laughing at a funny story he was telling me about when he was younger. He's really is cute, the more I look at him I can see myself falling for his charm. The way his short curly dirty blonde hair lies and his blue-green eyes. Oh his eyes, they're very pretty and intriguing. I open my eyes and he's inches from my face. Did he get closer?

Neither of us say anything, I lean in and brush my lips to his. "Sorry."

I go to turn away, horrified I just did that but he grabs my neck and pulls me into him, he's talented with his lips. They start slowly then take me in, he climbs up and I lay my back down on the pillow. My mind is racing. Why am I doing this? Should I stop him? Why does it feel so good? What about Austin?

He pulls away and I whine "Why'd you stop?"

He lightly kisses me and says "You have a boyfriend, it's not right."

I know he's right, it's unfair for Austin to be treated like this. Tiffany's words play in my mind Austin needs someone who can better him. Someone like me. I realize why she said it now.

"Please continue, I want you right now." I tell Colton.

He is what I want right now, but that's just for now. Never again will I crave his talent. I smirk and he begins to kiss down my neck.

"No farther please, that comes to those who wait..."