let go || j.m.b

part 29

joey's pov
kelsey has been ignoring me ever since i saw her last at Malibu . she doesn't even let me explain and i tried multiple times going to her house , texting her, calling her but nothing. did she really mean it when she said to leave her alone. ever since the party all i can think about is the way kels looked when everything happened, how upset she was , how she cried and started hitting me because she was in pain. and i caused it's my fault this is all my fault. maybe if i wasn't such horrible person she would still be here , with me . just me ...

" round two " lily said sitting next to me

" no i'm tired " i said turning my back on her

" your fucking kidding me " she said under her breath even though i can hear her . i then feel her touching me

" lily enough " i said

" come on " she said

" no " i said removing her hand

" what the fuck is wrong with you " she said as i ignore her

" you know what joey fuck you i don't deserve to be treated this way because of that stupid slut you keep thinking about . so what if she left you or doesn't want you , you still have me " she said as i feel my anger grow i turn around and look her in the eyes

" get the fuck out " i said

" are you fucking serious " lily said

" get the fuck out now " i raised my voice as she got up and as she was about to leave i say something

" lily " i said as she looks at me

" don't you ever fucking disrespect kelsey in front of me " i said

" fuck you " she said slamming the door as i sigh and sit down with my hands on my head . what the fuck is wrong with me , what is happening, why do i feel like this ..

tae's pov

" tae " stella said getting me out of my thoughts

" i'm sorry it's just i am having a bad day " i said

" wanna talk about it " she asked

" mhm well i'm getting paid to teach your piano not to talk to you about my stuff " i said

" i don't mind " she said

" it's fine " i said

" look what if i invite you for coffee and we talk about it " stella said

" mhm " i said

" come on " she said

" fine but pay attention " i said as she smiles and nods

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" wow " stella said taking a sip from her coffee

" yeah " i said

" well where is she at now , has she left " she asked

" i think she has but i'm not sure she has been ignoring everyone " i said

" oh i see " she said as i nod

" well um do you like her " she asked

" ofc i do she's my best friend " i said

" no dummy more as just friends " she asked ..

" oh um .. " i said as stella chuckled

" what " i said

" your in love " she said

" what no " i said

" yes you are " she said

" maybe you should try telling her how you feel before it's too late " she said

" even if it doesn't go well and she doesn't end up liking you , just give it a try you never know what can happen " she said as she got up

" your leaving " i said

" yeah i have a appointment soon but it was fun talking to you , see you next class and i hope everything works out for you " she said as she walked away . maybe she's right .. maybe i should tell kelsey i like her . even if she doesn't feel the same for me , she needs to know ..

kelsey's pov
it's been a week since i've been here now and i'm so ready to go home , like literally i thought maybe if i came here i would feel better about everything but i just feel worse now . all noah does is be on charlottes side and believing everything she says . i know she doesn't like me and hates the fact that i'm here but still does she really have to put noah against me trying to make me look like the bad guy .. and talk about her being against me just like her spoil rude daughters. i mean i see where it came from expect for ella .. ella was the sweet most adorable human being even though she can be a brat at times i love her so much .

" my mom said to come downstairs " sarah said as i roll my eyes and follow her downstairs

" your father said to get ready because we are going to this really special event " she said

" i'm not going " i said

" what " charlotte said

" why should i go " i said

" he's your father " she said

" really cause i swear dad's are supposed to have a good relationship with their daughter and not just leave her like nothing and then years after try to make up the fact that he was never ever there for her " i said

" get dress " she said raising her voice as i feel my anger grow . i could feel my tears about to fall from how angry i was . i then walk up to my room and call him . after 3 rings he picks up

" kelsey " he said happy

" i'm so glad you called , how are you " he asked

" please convince my mom to let me come home early, please " i said trying to hold in my tears

" kelsey are you okay " he asked

" no i hate it here i can't last a other second " i said

" i'm sorry " he said

" please talk to my mom maybe she'll listen to you " i said

" kels.." he said as i cut him off

" please tae your my best friend " i said

" fine i'll try , at the moment just clam down okay everything is gonna be fine " he said

" i have to go but i'll talk to you later if that's fine " he said

" okay " i said as i hung up on him and sigh . i really hope my mom listens to him. i can't stand being here

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i ended up getting ready so i wouldn't have to deal with noah or charlotte, tae still hasn't called back or texted me anything, god what am i gonna do

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lol guys it's been two weeks since my break up and god i've been so horrible and to make things worse our 8 month anniversary is tomorrow:/