just as I walked towards my car I hear someone yelling my name, I turn around to see the last expected person to see
" kelsey " he said
" joshua " I said looking down trying to avoid eye contact with him
" um how have you been doing " he asked looking around
" oh um I'm fine " I said still looking down
" is everything okay " he asked
no, it's not
" um yeah why " I said
" I don't know you just been avoiding me and I tried calling and reaching out but nothing I even asked sophia and she said she hasn't heard anything about you " he said as I just looked down
" kelsey ,talk to me is everything fine " he asked as I looked up to see joey walking towards me
" um I have to go sorry " I said as I turned around and started my car. I know that is really rude of me but I just can't see him right now, not after hearing he slept with someone else while being with me.
technically he wasn't with you
god you again
you can't be mad at him
stop telling me what to feel , for god sakes
you can be mad at someone and still miss them
leave me alone please
your gonna regret this kelsey
no I'm not now leave
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I finally get home after driving nonstop. I knock on the door to see my mom as she hugged me tight.
" come in honey " she said as she opened the door wide open as I walked in
" ouu it smells good " I said
" your favorite " she said as I followed her into the kitchen
" tell me how have you been " she asked as I looked down
" I'm fine " I said
" kelsey " she said
" mom " I said
" look at me " she said as I looked up slowly
" what's wrong " she asked
" I don't know mom " I said trying to not cry
" I really don't know " I said as tears started falling down my cheeks
" oh baby " she said as she walked to me and hugged me
" mom how do you know if you love someone " I asked wiping my tears away
" you just know " she said
" tell me about him " she asked
" about who " I said confused
" the boy " she asked
" oh umm he's- well he's just amazing, I don't really know how to describe him because he's just so ....." I said trying to find the word
" perfect " she said
" yeah " I said looking down
" what did he do " she asked
" mhm " I said
" he did something, didn't he " she asked if she knew
" yeah .. yeah he did " I said as I kept looking down as if it was gonna change the fact that I might actually feel something towards joey
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