~ Experiences ~

Strange Whispers Calling my Name

This is my fist post and I am quite excited. I have had this problem for as long as I can remember and MAYBE some of you can help me out with it. I keep experiencing these strange whispers, strange because they are calling my name. I would think it is my subconscious mind playing tricks but last night something different occurred and it really scared me.

As I prepared to go to sleep, just as I linger on the brink of being asleep and being awake I hear my name being called. It has happened to me a countless number of times. Every time I experience this I become extremely tired. I am to afraid to go to sleep because I feel that whatever is calling my name will take over me. It never fails that although I am not asleep, I know this because I can look at the clock and see the time pass, I can't move.

I can't call out to anyone to help me and it feels as if I am locked in my mind. The drowsiness is so heavy and complete. I feel as if it drains all of the energy I have in me to stay awake.

Last night when this happened I thought it was just my sister talking in her sleep, because it hasn't happened to me anywhere except at my mom's house (until last night), but as soon as I had that thought, the name changed and it started saying my sister's name. It was so strange because it was like it could hear what I was thinking, and when I thought "Oh No not this", it's like I could feel its pleasure, actually feeding off of my fear. I don't know what it is but it feels really dark and evil and the only thing that seems to release me from it is calling on the name of Jesus.