Music of Fame

40

"Aj, kaya mo ba talagang kumanta ngayon? Pwede naman i-resched 'yong recording."

Sean tapped my shoulders. To be honest, my whole body went numb especially my heart. I can't feel things, all I know is that I'm alive and I'm still living. I want her back and never let her go again. For me, it's my fault. It was really my fault. Pero, wala naman akong magagawa. Nangyari na.

"Pre, chat ko kaya? Baka balikan pa 'ko e." Sabi ko kay Sean. Hindi ko man lang pinansin 'yong sinabi niya.

"Pre, nasa Florida na si Sky.." Malumanay niyang sabi.

"Alam ko.. Alam ko. Pwede namang LDR e!" Sabi ko Sean, with eyes full of hope. "Isipin mo... hindi naman ako manloloko diba? Kaya, pwedeng pwede namin ituloy... kahit LDR!"

"Sige, ikaw bahala pre. Kung ayaw niya na, tumigil ka na. Last na 'yan!" Sabi ni Sean.

Kinuha ko agad ang cellphone ko at pumunta agad sa IG story. It was already night here so obviously anong oras na sa kanila, baka umaga o hapon na? Ganon lang naman ka-simple 'yon.

ajosharaneta: Sky, kaya ko pa.

I was pertaining with 'kaya ko pa' na sumugal ulit, paglaanan siya ng oras, mas alagaan siya at maghintay. Ganon lang 'yon. Ganon ka-simple na gusto ko siyang bumalik. After a minute, bigla siyang sumagot.

sdhuangdee: Ayoko na. Bakit ba pinaglalaban mo pa?

Wow, that hurts. It broke me more. That slapped me. Bakit parang ang bilis bilis naman sa kaniya? Paano 'yon? Turuan mo naman ako, Sky.

ajosharaneta: Hindi pa ba sapat 'yong rason na mahal kita? Kaya ko namang maghintay e.

I waited for how many weeks hanggang sa naging taon na. Hindi na siya nakapagreply, ayon na 'yon. She basically cut off connections with me and I respect her decision. Gusto niya 'kong makalimutan, kasalanan ko naman.

"Welcome to the Brightstar Management, boys. It was a pleasure working with you, guys. After 3 years, we will renew your contract."

What a new beginning. Sana kung alam lang ni Sky 'to, paniguradong sobrang proud non sakin. May management na kami! May manager na kami! Ang saya na sa pakiramdam, ilang araw lang lumipas ang dami na agad bookings samin. Palaki na rin nang palaki 'yong fanbase namin, ang dami nang sumusupporta samin.

"Just obey the things that written on the contract. Kayang kaya niyo na 'yan, sikat na kayo e. Don't break rules. Breaking rules equals Terminating of contracts." Our manager said.

"Okay, miss. Thank you so much po." Marcus answered.

"We can't break the rules, halos lahat naman tayo wala nang gana magmahal e!" Sean said.