Lisa's pov:
I walked out of the cafe looking down. Tae then drove to a bridge hardly with people. We sat on the stand with dozen of beer bottles.
I was wrong. The thought that Jennie will not be able to stay without me like I can't stay without her was wrong.
She had learned to move on which I can't.
Why can't I??
Why am I so weak?
I couldn't fight those bullies when I was young and I needed tae, I now can't fight my feeling's as I don't have what I love....The use of my living is just a waste....
My parents never concentrated on me. They loved their work more than me. I have no one to love me and the only love of my life had moved on.
Thoughts were running down my head. I could feel my cheeks getting wet. I then looked at tae who was looking at me smiling.
To be precise a forced one. He had red puffy eyes and eyes which can tell he is not happy. I know why, he just wants to stay strong in front of me to protect me and make me feel better. What have I done to get such a great friend?
"Ya, Lisa don't listen to them I know kook, he is lying...I saw it in his face. He usually bites his lips when he lies..hehe..." He said giggling
"Tae, you know we can cry together. Don't act strong for me " I said wiping the tears on my face and gulping a bottle of beer.
He smiled and sat next to me" Why?... What are you going to do after crying? Lisa we have to spend lots of days crying. If we cry it doesn't mean they are going to come back to us...Will they?? and what do you think we should do??" He asked looking at me snatching the bottle from my hand and gulping the beer.
"I am going home and drawing 2-3 beautiful marks on my wrist with a blade. " I said
"And what will you get from that huh??" He asked looking at me. Anger visible on his face
"Pain for my loss of someone very precious in my life," I said looking blank
"Will you get her back if you cut your wrist or experience your so-called pain. " He asked looking at me
Yes, will I get her back? I won't.
I had this bad habit of hurting myself when I was hurt. To make memories that ones I was hurt. I stopped it because I had promised tae I won't and soon my life filled with happiness when I met Jennie. But I lot it too.
"What do you think we should do after them confessing their feeling for themselves huh..That too, to us?" I asked looking at him
"Go with the flow." He said looking at me
"I can't become those kinds of lovers who become very generous to give up their lover just because they love someone else. That shit hurts. " I said looking at him
"Who is telling to be generous...Be possessive...What is your is your" he said looking at me with that terrific graze. The one when a tiger sees its prey.
"Are you thinking what I am thinking tiger?" I said looking at him
"Exactly...But promise me not to do all that cutting shit" He said acting like cutting his hand
"HMmm...Yes.....Promise" I said showing my pinky finger
I then took my beer bottle and raised it high
"CHEERS TO TAEKOOK AND JENLISA MISSION " We both screamed together.
Will this be a success??? Will I get her back and make her mine forever?
Yes, I will...
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Fanfiction(Completed) This story is about mixed feelings of love..... What happens when Kim taehyung starts to fake date with his best friend Lisa so that they can make their crushes realize their love and also make them jealous but they in exchange start dat...
