𝔼𝕣𝕒𝕤𝕖 𝕎𝕙𝕒𝕥? [ON HOLD]

82

"I GIVE YOU ONE FUCKING JOB-..." I start pulling at my hair, tugging it over my face as my eyes drop to the floor.

Kaminari and Eijiro were huddled in the corner of the common room, fear rolled off their forms as they saw me put my head behind my hands.

That was the least of my concerns right now, Katsuki hadn't spoken to me in the last 5 hours and I was starting to worry. This wasn't normal of him to do and he looked scarily calm.

I finally broke, screaming at the top of my lungs to relieve some pressure my voice erupted from my shaking form as I struggled to stay put together. Why did something as little as him ignoring me hurt so bad? Not only that but I was scaring my friends, they did their best and here I was scolding them.

"I'm sorry I'm just-..." Tears welled up in my eyes and I couldn't help but start to cry. I desperately wiped my face in an attempt to hide the fact that I was crying, I guess everything was just coming back to me.

The flashbacks, the sleeping spells, Dabi, Toga, exams, having a boyfriend that needed my attention. I couldn't process it all and it seemed to just be crashing down on me right then. I just needed my parents right now.

Out of the corner of my eye, I could see concern washing over both boys' faces before I turned and made my way to the teachers' section of the dorms. I was constantly wiping my face, my nose running, and mentally exhausted from the day's events.

I stepped in front of the door but before I could knock I heard shouting. Were they fighting again? I instinctively took a step back and began my way to my dorm, some dark thoughts plaguing me.

Today was supposed to be a day of celebration, I got my hero's permit. I could engage in combat now.

Instead, I couldn't help but feel a depressive episode starting from the amount of pressure I was under. I wish Katsuki would communicate about his feelings more, I wish that my parents would stop fighting over trivial things.

Of everything I just wished my PTSD and pride would stop getting in the way of being a hero.

On my way back I see Katsuki walking to his dorm, passing by Midoriya I see the greenest eyes widen in something close to shock. In worry, I hurry to the boys' side.

"What did he just say to you?" I demand, the boy seemed to snap out of whatever trance he was in before turning a shade of pink at my closeness.

"Ah- NOTHING! Nothing at all! Don't worry about it!" I narrowed my eyes at the broccoli.

"That is my fucking boyfriend who has not spoken to me in over 5 hours, you will tell me right now what he said or so help me I will have Mr. Aizawa dump more homework on your ass." My eyes glowed a red and he seemed to make a connection.

"You're-... are you?" He avoided my advancement making me growl in annoyance. I grabbed his ear.

"I swear to all gods Midoriya-..."

"Alright! Alright! He asked me to meet him at the training facility to talk!" He squirmed as I tugged at his ear further. I whispered something about his quirk being similar to All Might before making a break for my dads' room.

My tears had finally dried as a void sat where my heart used to be. I knocked on their door and a minute later I saw Papa open the door with his hair all messed up, and sweat running down his neck.

I pushed past him and to Dad to tell him about the possible fight, I got it out and said I would follow closely behind Midoriya as to watch over them. Kat probably needed to let off steam and if this was going to make him act normal again, then so be it.

I hugged Papa on my way out and made my way to the training facility to hide where I could. Knowing both boys they were going to duke it out in the middle of the street.

I was beyond worried, this was stressful, and I couldn't help but wonder what they were going to talk about, rather, what they were going to fight about. I sat there for hours, eventually taking a little nap before I heard a little pop and a scream.

My head perked up and I could hear their conversation clear as day.

"I've been thinking about this for a while, you got it from All Might, didn't you? Your power." I couldn't hear anything else except for my breathing as I waited again. I needed to stay silent for this, I can't let my cover be blown. "Fight me."

"Ka- Kacchan?!"

"Right here, right now." I felt my breath hitch and covered my mouth as a fearful sound escaped my throat.

I held my breath. Hoping they didn't hear me. I was relieved when Midoriya started talking as normal.

"Wait, why does it have to end up like that? No. This is bad... we're not even supposed to be here! Lily even knows we are!" I heard the picking up of breath, "If we are to fight at least let it be during practice or training!"

"What do you mean Lily knows, huh? If we fight seriously we will be inevitably stopped..." I heard a gasp of sorts and felt tears welling in my eyes. "What part of you made All Might do what he did? Let me see for myself."

He was dead serious. Can Uncle Toshi really pass on his power?! Why didn't he tell anyone?! What the hell!

I... thought I knew him.

I thought I knew my Uncle like the back of my hand!

Damnit! This can't be true! This is a lie and I'll wake up soon, it's not true! Does Papa know? Or Dad? How would they react to this??

No way.

"If the way you admired him was correct... then does that mean my admiration was wrong?" They both admire... All Might? That doesn't sound right, when I was in Katsuki's room he had nothing of All Mights. You wouldn't even suspect it.

"Kacchan...?"

A long silence passes between the two boys as tears flowed down my cheeks. I couldn't make myself believe it. Was Uncle Toshi lying to me all along?

"If you don't wanna get hurt I suggest you get ready." Katsuki's voice was low but in a way needy, terrified, as if he were reliving old memories. "Oh yeah, you switched to kicks, right? Let's fight."

"We can't do this!"