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D: November 1, 2020 Aim

At the beginning of the year, I aimed for the stars, but the corona virus shot all those dreams down. So instead of writing a story to change the world, I decided to change myself. I went vegan and lost twenty pounds. I want to lose ten more, but to do that, I probably need to exercise and I'm not that motivated. Maybe, I'll surprise myself and get back to walking on the treadmill three times a week. Maybe.

I do want to get back into size 12 jeans. I don't own any, anymore. I do need some new clothes. All of mine are ripped or stained. Are new jeans enough motivation to get me moving? Not holding my breath. Though I can now, because my asthma is gone. I've been to two different doctors, because I didn't believe the first one and needed a second opinion. Apparently, becoming vegan took away the inflammation that causes the asthma. So now I can breathe, as long as I stay away from dairy and junk food. I used to love cheese!!! And pizza!!! Still do, but I want to be healthy.

What I put into my mouth is really the only thing I can control with this crazy virus and all the other scary things happening in the world this year. I'm worried about what will happen if Trump wins the election. Will there be more protests and violence? I guess I'll find out in a few more days.

Happy All Saints Day! I have so many family members in heaven that I miss, especially Grammy Love. I still think about her everyday. Be kind to your friends and family. You never know when they will pass from this world to the next.

My new goals for 2020 are simply to love God and love my neighbors. Love never fails.