Broken (Shuhua)

part 4

Soyeon pov
I  getting extremely worry about shuhua. She been acting really weird. Like yst she was looking extremely weak and pale as though she has nt eaten for quite a while and today morning she barely ate a piece of soojin homemade pancakes before announcing she was full and excuse her self to the toilet. It weird as the normal shuhua love eating soojin food and would often ask for more well I just gonna monitor her more closely I told myself and that when I heard soojin say soyeon ah, don't u think shuhua been really off like she become very aloof and doesn't really talk much anymore I just sigh and reply that was what I was thinking about but I just gonna monitor her and ensure she eating.
"Good work everyone, shall we go grab dinner" I cheerfully ask
"Yes let go I starving " Yuqi replied acting like she about to faint
The rest of the member jus nod their head smiling I then turn my head to the youngest for response
"Can I nt go, I have quite a bit for lunch and is still full . I just wanna go home and rest"
Hearing this response I frown as she almost nvr decline opportunity to eat out tgt in fact it something she look forward too.
"Ya shuhua , are u really shuhua my best bud the shuhua ik is a piggy keke let go im starving already " I heard yuqi say in Chinese trying to entice shuhua into joining. But she just shook her head giving a weak smile waving us goodbye heading back to the dorm first

The room went silence as we were all concern about how shuhua been acting.
Miyeon broke the silence first saying that there is smtg really wrg, she hasn't been eating much and she is a lot quieter than before . All the member nod their head agreeing to her word
Minnie then suggest how bout we take out and surprise shuhua at the dorm .
Back at the dorm
Shuhua pov
While the member were out eating here am I drowning in hate feeling bad for making the members worried. I was almost like a walking disaster. As I went to the toilet to wash my face my eyes were shifted to the shiny blade on the sink that was meant for shaving. I then slid the blade lightly over my wrist fearing the pain. I winced at the sting as blood seep out from the cut. Hearing the door open I quickly wash the blood away hiding the razor into my pocket before wrapping my arm with a roll of bandage. I then exist the toilet only to find the members at the living room with lot of foods
"Unnie, I thought u guiss were going out to eat" I ask thanking God that I was wearing long sleeve
Yuqi then shouted surprise we wanted to eat with u
I then crack a smile as the group began to eat.
Soojin pov
All of us were eating as if we were starve for day but I can't help but notice shuhua barely took a few piece of meat staring blankly in space
I then bump soyeon to observe shuhua before calling her shuhua u okay why are u thinking about eat up"
Shuhua then snapped out of her thought smiling
"Nothing.. Jus thinking about how I already forget most of the steps we learnt earlier. " Before excusing her self to the toilet. I then gave soyeon the we need to talk face before carrying on chatting and eating happily with the members putting aside my worries for shuhua