Broken (Shuhua)

part 20

One month ltr
Shuhua was doing a lot better she had began to attend regularly counselling session with soojin by her side ofc. It would be done to the dorm as she refuse to leave home afraid of ppl. Her fear of meeting ppl has increase since she was diagnose with Schizophrenia hence she would often  refuse to leave home .
Medication wise it take a lot of convincing before shuhua would take them as she stubbornly refuse. Fortunately she has been improving a lot lesser break down eating regularly and such. However at certain point of time she would suddenly have  meltdown due to hearing the voices.
The members have become extremely protective of shuhua especially soojin.

Hey shuhua ya, time to eat ur meds miyeon say
Idw unnie, pls can I not shuhua response showing her puppy eyes
Ur cute but nope u have to u want to get better right
Hm shuhua grumble taking the meds putting into her mouth.
Good girl
Where soojin unnie
She out for schedule she will be back in 2h I think why anything bothering u miyeon ask worry to which shuhua shake her head no.
Throughout this month shuhua has become completely reliant to soojin she was the only want to be able to make shuhua smile and open up. The members ofc were aso important to shuhua but shuhua still have difficulty opening up to them .

Time skip
The members were back for their schedule the moment they enter the dorm soojin went finding for shuhua.
Shuhua, where are u
No response was hear so she went to shuhua room only to find her staring in space
Hey, what u thinking about
Nth
Have u eaten ur meds yet
Yes shuhua grumble out when can I stop taking it I hate it
When u get better alright before kissing shuhua on the forehead
I better alr, so can I stop taking it pls
No shuhua  soojin say firmly
Why shuhua say raising her voice up a notch
Shuhua, no mean no ok I gonna wash up now I will get miyeon to company u before leaving shuhua room

Shuhua pov
See u just make soojin angry like always u still a burden all ur members all working their ass of while u only know how to laze around
No go away leave me alone
Leave the group they are btr off without u nobody want a crazy sick person in their group would they? Leave and ur members would be happier
No no my members love me shuhua weakly reply with tear dropping down her face
Dun lie to urself u have seen how tired ur members are from taking care of u they sick of u u bring nth but trouble to the group
Soojin unnie help me shuhua scream
Miyeon who was on her way to company shuhua immediately rush into the room
Shuhua shuhua, it okay breathe in breathe out pulling her into a hug hoping it will calm her down however
It doesn't seem to be working so she shouted for soojin to come over.
Soojin who was in the shower was shock she immediately dry herself before rushing into the room
Shuhua, hey it fine everything ok now look at me I want u take a deep breathe again again until she calm down. Not long ltr she was alr fast asleep soojin carry her to the bed before existing to find miyeon
Hey, what happen?
Idk I was on the way to check on her after u ask me to when I heard a loud scream  so I rush into the room only to see her crying I try to calm her down but it doesn't seem to be working so I call for u sry to interrupt ur bath
No it fine I just thought shuhua was doing a lot btr haiss
Miyeon immediately hug soojin knowing how stress and worry she is for shuhua
After 5 minute soojin broke away from the hug excusing herself to check on shuhua relief to see her sleeping