Broken (Shuhua)

part 5

Since shuhua birthday is cmg up, she wanted to treat the members dinner as a form of thanking them for taking care of her
Time skip
Shuhua was waiting eagerly for the member return (they have schedule)
She glance at the clock only to realise it was already 7 pm the members should be starving. Suddenly the door swung open and in came the members looking rather gloomy making her uncomfortable
"Unnieee ur back is everything ok? u seem a little off"
However no one responded ignoring her due to the scolding they receive earlier on from their manager oppa.
See nobody like u shuhua inner thought. Brushing off that thought shuhua immediately say "unnieee why don't we go for dinner it been awhile " But was once met again with silence. Shuhua then laugh it out before excusing her self heading to her room.
Shuhua pov
See the member hate u , u should have just stay quiet.
Am I that annoying, I just wanted to spend time with the member I hope they forgive me.
Ur jus a burden leave the group fat pig can't u see the member are annoy by ur existence
Yes i know I just thought it been awhile since I last ate with them shuhua say fighting her inner mind
The more shuhua heard those noises in her head the more anxious she is resulting to her rushing to the toilet doing her usual routine of cutting her wrist slashing leaving deep cut
1 cut
2  cut
3 cut
4 cut
5 cut
Before breaking down letting out her tears which seem to not be notice by anyone. After 5 min, shuhua then started cleaning her self wrapping a bandage to cover her new and old cut before exiting the bathroom like nothing happen heading back to her room

No one pov
The next day
The first member to woke up is soyeon
As she recall yst event she can't help but feel extremely guilty for ignoring the youngest. As she proceed to do her morning routine she thought of way to apologize
Once she was done, she immediately started waking the girl for their schedule excluding the youngest why? Well that because coincidentally all the members were book for different item minnie and soojin were schedule to film the show I'm the trend while soyeon yuqi and miyeon were schedule to attend some reality show leaving shuhua alone .
Even though no one say a word u could tell the members were feeling extremely guilty for ignoring the youngest aft all it been quite a while that she actually initiate to eat with them as she often excuse her self while they were eating
Miyeon then spoke up breaking the silence "guiss, we really mess up last night when I went to check on shuhua I heard her crying pretty badly so I decided to leave her alone"
"How about we surprise to dinner tonight she wanted to eat with us rmb let make it the best "yuqi suggest
As the member finalizing their plans they left a note for shuhua saying their sorry and that they need to leave for schedule before heading for their individual schedule