Broken (Shuhua)

part 11

Timeskip(back to korea)
The moment shuhua step into the dorm she found many eyes on her the members were furious as to why she went missing for 3 days completely  uncontactable but shuhua ignore the scream from her unnie heading to her room taking out her blade slashing not stop all over her hand and thigh hoping to die she felt no reason to stay alive her hero is gone her mom has disown her and nothing was going right the she was nothing but a walking burden.
The next day
Shuhua woke up only to find lot of blood stain on her bed and the floor she immediately clean it up before existing the room greeting her unnie but was met with no reply

No one pov
The member were all extremely furious with shuhua
Yuqi :she change I hate her
Soojin:all we been doing is taking care of her and this is what we get
Soyeon:she has become ignorant and rude
Minnie:how dare she ignore us
Miyeon:we were all so worry and here she is completely fine after disappearing
Due to anger they have decided to ignore her not knowing it would drive her insane then she already is
I'm sorry unnie shuhua mumbles but the member treated her as a complete non existent soul
Shuhua couldn't do anything but head back to her room she was at the verge of death due to the loss of blood lack of food and sleep. The moment she touch her bed, she was pass out
The ignoring of the members continue for close to a month the only time the members would talk to her would be on camera or in front of their manager. Shuhua has once again stop consuming food and would often leave the dorm at 2 am to head to cube dancing her heart out to 10 am without a break . Every few hours shuhua body would give out on her and she would be pass out on the ground. Shuhua body was completely failing on her she was almost like a dead corpse. She was extremely weak and pale that even the slightest touch would cause her to fall to the ground. Shuhua has completely shut herself out from the world the only time she would talk would be when she working.

Very soon the monthly assessment of weight taking approach
Soyeon-40kg
Minnie-44kg
Miyeon-45kg
Soojin-44kg
Yuqi-42kg
Shuhua-32kg
Hearing manager oppa announce their weight the unnie were all extremely guilty as they were all behaving extremely petty with their maknae and they should have better take care of their maknae the maknae on the otherhand gave no reaction making everyone more visibly concern as they know shuhua had went back to her old habit. All of the sudden, shuhua collapse to the ground their manager immediately call the ambulance.
Timeskip
All the members were pacing up and down the hallway feeling extremely worry for their maknae
2h later
The doctor come out
Are u the relative of yeh shuhua
No but we are her members
The doctor then invited soyeon and their manager to a room leaving the other members to remain outside
The doctor then began
I would like to ask u if shuhua have been starving herself because our test has shown that she suffering for really bad malnutrition.
yes previously during our monthly weight test we found her losing about 8 kg from then on we ensure she eat sufficient amount of food till our arguments since then we haven't eat or spoke to her much soyeon admitted feeling embarrass for neglecting their youngest . The doctor seem to contemplating on to how to carry on the convo was shuhua being abuse in any way he ask cautiously soyeon immediately exclaim no not that I know of why doctor anything the matter
The doctor then say shuhua state was extremely bad almost as if she was on edge of death we have found multiple cuts all over her hand and thighs some which is extremely deep. Based on why u have say there is an extremely high possibility that she suffering from depression and anorexia.. I will only be able to diagnose her only after she wake up .
Hearing all this soyeon was crying how could their maknae be suffering so much without anyone noticing. She exit the room heading to their members who were extremely eager to hear if they maknae is fine. Noticing that soyeon was still in a disbelif state the manager explain to the members what the doctor say.
Time skip
Shuhua was sent from the emergency room to the ward and the members were allow to visit her in the ward . The members all enter the room only to find shuhua sleeping peacefully despite manager oppa telling them that there are multiple cut on ur arm and thighs the member couldnt  believe it the cut were extremely deep why didn't anyone notice , the members were all resenting them selves for not noticing and even ignoring her they were like family to shuhua why didn't anyone talk and show support to shuhua
1h has pass the member were ask to leave the ward as visiting hour were over . Their manager drove them back to the dorm and the member all silently head to their room trying to process the whole situation praying that nothing will happen to shuhua