Broken (Shuhua)

part 17

The next day(no one pov)
Today it was yuqi set to stay with shuhua. The members were all eating breakfast discussing about their upcoming schedule when all of the sudden shuhua stood up wanting to leave the area. Soyeon immediately stop her
Shuhua, where u going?
To my room, I full already
No come back here right now u gonna eat finish this plate of food prepare for u
Shuhua just glare at her before storming into her room slamming the door shut leaving the others members worry and stun

Shuhua pov
I not a baby why are they treating like a kid. I dun understand why they keep forcing me to eat. I'm fat
U mess up look at u repaying ur unnie care in the worst way possible. Ur a burden
I'm sorry I didn't meant to act this way I mumble with tears dropping from my eyes
Well they hate u now and nothing would change rmb they will and nvr love u ur just a fat, worthless girl. 0
Stop stop I scream out trying to fight the voices in my head

No one pov
The members were still trying to process the situation when they heard shuhua screaming they immediately rush into shuhua room worry only to find her crying really badly hugging her knee.
Soojin immediately hug shuhua and ask her what wrong but she continue crying even worse than before.
After 15 minutes she finally stop crying just staring at the floor soojin ask the remaining members to leave the room to give them space .
Soyeon immediately dial their managers telling them about situation ongoing and to excuse them from schedule
While yuqi was already tearing up looking at how torn and broken shuhua was.
Minnie and miyeon immediately embrace yuqi telling her everything fine shuhua will be fine and to not worry
On the other hand soojin brought shuhua to her bed hugging her tightly not saying anything just wanting shuhua to know she love by everyone and that they are all here for her
After about a hours
Shuhua finally spoke
Unnie, I'm sorry extremely softly
Hey it okay wanna tell me what happen
Shuhua just shake her head no
Soojin sigh before saying almost begging her
shuhua u can't keep everything in it gonna kill u can u please tell me
Shuhua then mumble I'm sorry I didn't meant to storm out .. Unnie do u hate me
Hearing this soojin firmly say no what make u think that
It told me so
Who it
The  voices
What voices
Idk I just keep hearing this voices it just keep saying how I useless and is a burden to the group am I  looking like she gonna tear up again
Soojin then say no ur not pls ignore the voices ur the sweetest girl ever
But but the voices say otherwise
Shuhua look at me I want u to ignore it ok it lying to u .
Shuhua just nod her head not very convince till soojin spoke again
Hey, can u promise to tell me everytime ur hearing it again I'm worry for u
Shuhua thought for a while before hesitantly nodding her head
Soojin then tuck shuhua in and not long after she alr fall asleep

After ensuring she fast asleep soojin immediately went to find soyeon to tell her about what shuhua told her
Soyeon ah, I think shuhua mental state is getting worse then we thought earlier when I ask her what happen she told me she been hearing this voices telling her she useless and burden to the group
Soyeon could only gasp hearing what soojin just say she then say I think it best we sent shuhua to the hospital I nt sure if the medicine helping I will call manager and tell u what she say ok dun worry so much before hugging soojin knowing she was breaking apart slowly looking at the state of their youngest