Bea x Shy! Suicidal! reader (Part 1/2)

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This was a request!~ I hope you like it, and I still have a Clamantha and maybe a Steve Jackson, but I'm still trying...

(Y/n)'s p.o.v

-Freshwater Kindergarten-

I look down at the ground as I doodle random flowers on my fin with a pen, but someone walks up to me, so looking up I see Bea. "Hey! I'm new here, what's your name?" Bea says and sits next to me, I laugh softly and shake my head. Then I motion to the playground saying "y-you should talk to someone else, I-I'm the Loner kid." Bea tilts her head and says "but I want to be your friend" then she smiles big which made me really confused. "W-Well... I'm (Y-Y/n-n)" I got out, which made her smile "like you already know from earlier, I'm Bea Goldfishberg~" She sang out.

Her introduction made me laugh again, so she smiles bigger saying "we're gonna be best friends!!" "I-I don't kn-know-" but Bea hugged me. My eyes widen at this, but I hugged her back anyways...

-Freshwater High-

Since everyone around me in Freshwater High has their own "role" to play - I don't really have an idea of a role for me since I'm shy and can't really speak up. It doesn't help that I have only one friend and basically no parents... I'm kind of like Oscar and Milo, but more sad. Here's another sad fact about me, I'm (whatever you sex is [bi, lesbian etc]) and I like my only friend. From being so lonely all I have are my thoughts, and those aren't the best right now... I don't like myself. I don't think anyone does, it makes sense, since I don't have any friends except my own crush.

I don't even know why she would choose a friend like me since we're basically opposites... she is outgoing, pretty, and most of all... has friends. Throughout in my life I've been shy, ugly as I'm chubby, and most of all... only have on friend. My thoughts are on replay of everything that's wrong with me, and tonight is going to be the night. It's not like anyone was gonna ask me to go to prom with them anyways, so I can just end it. Though right now I just have to get through school and act like I'm happy around Bea to even go to prom.

After getting ready and everything I start walking to school, but Bea met me during the walk "hey, (Y/n)! You excited for prom?!?" I smile softly. Nodding my head I say "y-you know it!" Then I nervously laugh, which got Bea's attention. She gets in front of me and gets us to stop as she says "gurl, I've known you long enough to know something's up." I raise an eyebrow at her 'you sure about that?-' "you only do that laugh when you're lying." 'No, I only do that laugh when I lie about something small, I do a big smile when I'm doing a big lie.'

Sighing I lie again saying "I just don't think anyone will ask me out, and I don't really think I can ask who I want to go with me." Bea gasped and says "let me help you then!! I'm the best at matchmaking" I laugh softly at this. That's when we got to school and everything went how it normally goes like everyday I've been through. I did classes, I stayed quiet at lunch as Bea talked to her friends, and I walked home alone. Nothing changed... at least, that's what I thought, what was different was there was a knock at my door.

I go to it I open it and see Bea right there, so she says "I knew you'd try and flake on Prom, so I got you a ticket anyway and got you a date. It's Jumbo since he doesn't have any other date except a robot" my eyes widen at that. "Wait, w-what?!" I ask out while furrowing my eyebrows, so she says "yeah, I got you a date. Isn't that great?! Now come on, let's start getting ready - I think I got an idea on what dress you should wear." She comes in my tank and goes to my closet instantly, with that she grabs my (f/c) dress.

It's goes right above my knees and it has long sleeves, I usually wear my gold necklace that Bea got me as a birthday present to match a bit. Smiling softly I say "o-okay... let me get dressed-" "I still got to do your hair, (Y/n)!" With that she does my hair. It's a bit (wavy/straight), so I smile at the sight and say "thanks, Bea" she nods her head "no problem." With that we got ready and everything, but I got a text from Jumbo... yeah I still don't have a date. He said he'd rather go with the robot since he knows more about her than he does me.

I'm not shocked honestly, but it kind of hurts that I can't even compete with a robot... so I told him to just catch a ride with me since I have a car. Bea shouldn't know that Jumbo doesn't even want to go with me, and she's gonna be in the limo. "Hey, Bea.. I-I kind of just want to drive Jumbo, so I'll meet you there, okay?" I nervously ask out. She nods saying "okay, see you there!~" With that I sigh and grab my car keys.. 'greatest night of my life.' Despite my sarcastic thoughts I can still try to make tonight count before I try and commit suicide.

I drove over to Jumbo's place and honk the horn "coming! I'm coming!" He got in the back with the robot and they talked throughout the entire ride. Honestly it's a bit annoying, but I got through it as we finally got to prom and Jumbo nervously laughs. "I kind of payed fifteen dollars to ride in the limo..." Jumbo trails off, so I sigh and hand him a twenty. "Just keep the extra five, I don't really care" I mumble, so he says "thanks, Ralph!" "That's not even my name. Wait - that's not even a girl name!!" I say hurt as we finally went inside and he ran off to avoid that awkward moment.

Tbc

Okay that's it my wonderful foodies~ Now I hope I can serve you another chapter again soon!

~ILoveFood

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