i always make really good first impressions
i don't do it on purpose
i just treat people i don't know with kindness?
there's no reason to be mean.
and some of the people i meet
decide that i'm worth keeping around
and that is the best feeling
but i don't know how to make it last
because i make fantastic first impressions
and that apparently sets the tone
so after our first meeting,
i'm just one disappointment after another
i'm am someone that people grow to hate
i don't know what it is that i do
or maybe i don't do enough
but i can't make a relationship last
every friend drifts away eventually
or it becomes outright clear
i'm not wanted around anymore
whatever the reason, i'm alone
YOU ARE READING
We All Grow Up
Poesíai started this collection of thoughts and feelings before i had really grown up. legally i'm supposed to be grown up now, but i'm still writing. i think it's going to be a long time before this collection feels complete, and i feel grown up.
