I was scared, mostly because I thought you were going to fade.
I though you were going to disappear in thin air, like you were never here.
You'd go follow your own beat, I'd follow mine too.
My heart would split down the middle, and that would be the single push for it to shatter into a million pieces.
Everything is always too good to be true.
One minute we laugh, but the next, you walk away and I cry a river until theres nothing left to cry out.
Days passed by when I wonder why I was so stupid, selfish, scared.
I kept wondering why I let you go.
I probably sound like a whiny bitch.
I mean, you certaintly moved on from me.
At least I thought.
But we might even be going to the same college in the end.
Who knows what will happen?
This time I promise I won't be scared, I won't put a shell around my heart.
Just don't fade.
You were slowly fading away from my life, even though we still talked.
We fall. We get up. We fall again. We fluctuate.
"We move like the ocean, but I can't swim, anymore."
-Bad Suns, We Move Like the Ocean
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Teen Fiction(Completed but not edited) Everything lies within tangled webs. Feelings, thoughts, truth. You can try to lie. Fake a smile. But you can't fake your feelings. You can't fake how you feel, and even if you try, it never works. Or else you explode i...
