Entry no.46: Rust

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It was that next Tuesday.

You didn’t spare me a glance.

That made me so depressed.

I knew it.

I knew I was going to explode.

Soon.

I could sense it.

There was a storm brewing and I was in no shape to stop it.

I mean, how? I was just this 

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Everyone said we were diamonds in the rust. Diamonds in the rough, when we were young.

When we grew, they said we were diamonds.

I just didn’t believe it.

What rust?

What diamond?

All I saw was a relatively tall, annoying, stubborn, impossible girl, who also was in love with you.

Who said I wanted to be a diamond.

Maybe I wanted to be Sapphire or Aquamarine, or even Jade.

Why did the diamond have to be so special.

I could come up with several analogies.

When I was 13, I’d read these really funny fangirl stuff, like, 

“I wish that you looked at me the way I looked at Luke Hemmings.”

But seriously, I really meant that.

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