Save Me

Chapter 33

The sunlight falls upon his blonde hair making him shine in the most striking kind of way. His clear blue eyes are glittering brightly as I get lost in the steady and calm sea that it's hidden in his eyes.

The sky is bright blue without any cloud on the horizon and I can feel the warmth on my body, the sweet sweat, the smell of the trees that are surrounding us.

I giggle turning away my face and Corbyn laughs. I'm laying upon the grass and he has leaned above me forming invisible lines and circles in my skin. My skin is tingling every time it contacts with his own and the feeling is wonderful.

The smile hasn't left my face since the moment he took my hand and lead me here. It's something like a hidden place inside our high school that I didn't even know that existed.

"Can I ask you something?" I whisper as I stare at my angel who keeps playing with my hair and draws lines on my skin. He hums in response looking lost in what he's doing.

"Do you remember your rules?" he grins at my words.

"You mean the rules I put and broke on my own?" he smiles and his playful and cheerful eyes find mine.

"Yep"

"What about them?"

"We have broken almost all of them."

"And?" he asks softly as the back of his hand caresses my cheek.

"Do you want to renegotiate or something?"

He laughs at words and leans up taking me with him. We sit opposite each other staring at each other's eyes. He leans closer and cupping my face, he kisses me creating butterflies in my stomach. I will never get used to that feeling or any kind of feeling he can only create in me.

"We don't need them," he breathes upon my lips.

"Are you sure?" I remember how important his rules seemed for him and I'm having trouble believing that he just doesn't need or want them anymore.

"I'm sure," he states. "I broke my own rules because I realized that they were the stupidest idea I've ever had. It kind of gave me a feeling of control at first but as time passed...I didn't want to feel controlled even by my own rules. It was making me sick...the thought that I couldn't touch you in front of others or letting all know that you're mine,"

A smile slowly forms on my lips at the sound of those words, mine. They are just words but when he puts them in that order and directs them to me...it's like I fall in love with him all over again.

"So, no rules?"

"No rules." he clarifies and I press my lips against his own as I slide my hands around my angel.

"No, wait," I say stopping the kissing.

"What is it?" he questions and I see the worry make waves at the peaceful sea I was getting lost to.

"My rule is still on," I state and he frowns.

"No smoking." I retort and he laughs.

"It's not funny," I murmur laughing myself. "I mean it,"

"Fine, your rule still applies. Happy?" he asks and I stare at him for a few seconds before I speak.

Since that day I had run to the field and kissed him as I've never before, I've been happy. The red swollen eyes are gone, the cries on the night don't happen, the nightmares have been a lot less. I've been laughing, smiling, and feeling so energetic and optimistic than I've ever felt my whole life. Because of him.