Camila Imagines

A Twist On Fate Part 6

Don't mind the choice of music, I love this song and was listening to this on repeat while writing this Part of the story.

Camila's P.O.V.

It's been a week after we attended the funeral and it was an emotional day for us both. The eulogy was a mixture of happiness and sadness as they recall things about Y/n. A lot of people came, I mean the church was packed where there was little room left to sit Y/n sure touched the lives of many for it to become so full of emotional people, that or her family is huge. Spending everyday with Y/n is amazing I'm starting to learn more and more about her and my feelings for her are starting to grow at a rapid speed.I mean who wouldn't fall in love with an honest and sweetest person and by the way she treated others she is the greatest catch,Anyone would be lucky to call her theirs.

We flew back to my home after the funeral.We did some shopping before the funeral and I was surprised that they don't pay tax when they buy clothes but it is still pretty expensive. Now we are watching Disney movies because it's Y/n's favorite starting with the old school movies like Anastasia and The Fox and the hound and loads more since we weren't busy we stayed in just binge watching.

After the 12th movie Y/n got up to make dinner,Since dinner came quicker then we expected being completely distracted and focused on the old movies. Everyday Y/n wakes up early cooks breakfast,lunch and dinner for the both of us.It's like a routine now sometimes I try to help but she kicks me out of the kitchen demanding I just relax. Every time I leave to the studio and come home late she leaves a note on the refrigerator telling me my foods in the oven. I never in my life had someone do the simplest things without wanting something in return she literally does these kind gestures from the bottom of her heart because she cares. We communicate a lot more than I've ever with anyone else and she listens to what I'm saying actually interested in the things I talk about.So as I sit down in the dining room with her enjoying another meal in great company I can't help but want her to be mine more.

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She cleaned everything up and we prepared for bed. It's funny how I have my own room but every night I end up in hers snuggled closely together.

"Uh Camila are you still awake?"Y/n asks in a whisper as I'm about to fall deep asleep.

"Yea,What's up?"I say tiredly turning to face her.

"I know this might come off as weird but.... You know what never mind its not important,"She says closing her eyes.

"What's on your mind Y/n?Please tell me.,"I ask urging her to continue.

"Um ok She takes a deep breath I think I like you as something more, And I feel guilty about it because ugh the reason is so stupid,Because I feel like I'm still in a relationship with Raine even though it died when I did but I still can't help but feel like I'm a cheater,"She says with a guilty expression.

"Well I like you to, as more than just a friend just to be clear,But I get where you're coming from because I feel the same way even though his physical body is here I know you're not him, but then again I don't want to feel guilty because finally some one understands me and cares for me and I can't not feel something for you, And the guy I was in a relationship cheated on me so that's another reason I don't feel as guilty, And as for your relationship I mean no offense but it doesn't and won't exist mainly because she's a lesbian like you've pointed out even though your soul is clearly alive most people will have a really hard time believing you are who you say you are,"I tell her gently. My heart is beating so fast at her confession I never thought she'd return my feelings and now that she has I'm holding onto the hope we'd be together.

"I know and I understand that,That's why I said it was a stupid reason no one can know who I truly am,But it just sucks that I have to go on with life as Shawn Mendes and not Y/n Y/Ln, We are two completely different people and have different faiths and beliefs and I don't want to go on having two different lives, one that I have to show in the outside world where everyone knows this face as Shawn and then another behind closed doors being my true authentic self which is Y/n Y/Ln, I don't want to be Hannah Montana who gets the best of both worlds I just wanna combine the two and not have an In between,"She says passionately and my heart goes out to her having to be thrown into a life she didn't choose for herself and being someone she clearly is not. This is gonna be hard to handle but I hope later on down the line It will get easier and I'll be there every step of the way.

"I know this will be hard for you, It's gonna take time for me to adjust as well because I constantly say your name and not his,It's actually crazy how different your features look compared to Shawns,Like I feel like you're facial features changed from the first day you magically came here,"I say taking in her face and it has changed from the last time I don't know how to explain it but it's like she's in Shawns body, but she doesn't look like him to me it's like she altered some features only for me to see but to everyone else she looks like Shawn.

"How about we come up with a nickname so that we can combine my two separate lives making it one, just so you don't constantly slip my real name around people and then having to cover for it that would bring so much stress, That way I can be at ease knowing the nickname we make wont cause for people to overthink it and I can try to live happier,"She says and that sounds like a great idea so I smile nodding agreeing with her. We both laid down trying to come up with a name.

"How about Y/NN?"I ask and she smiles wide nodding in agreement.

"That's perfect, just call me that from now on, its gonna take awhile to get used to it but I'm sure I will,"She says excitedly and it makes me happy we can meet somewhere in the middle.

"So I know that you and Shawn are dating still,And I have full control over his body but I was wondering if you would like to go out with me?Like this Saturday if you're not busy that is."She asks nervously but without stuttering.

"Yes of course,"I say happy to finally be given a chance with her. We both said our Goodnights and fell asleep hoping this is the start of something amazing,

Shorter than the other Parts but here you go another update. Sorry for any grammar mistakes I'm writing on my phone so my fingers sometimes don't know how to spell the words my brain does lol. Anyway thank you so much for the views and votes hopefully I'd be able to update my other stories as quickly as I updated this but it's like I only have writers block for those unfinished stories.