Camila Imagines

You Broke Me First

Third Person P.O.V.

Camila and Y/n has been together for 4 years already. Everything between them was perfect in the beginning of there relationship. They were highschool sweethearts and knew they wanted to be together forever. They both attended the same college and both worked on getting degrees. Y/n worked on getting her Buisness degree and Camila worked on getting her doctoral degree. The stress of college was causing them to drift well Y/n tried everything to make there relationship work but Camila would argue and ignore her. No matter what Y/n remained faithful,Camila on the other hand resorted to partying and ended up cheating multiple times. Y/n found all this out by long time bestfriend Normani at first she was in denial but the drastic change in her relationship forced her to face facts especially with the evidence that was shown to her breaking her heart more. She tried everything giving Camila a chance to make it up to her but she never did so she had to pick herself up and do what needs to be done.

Y/n's P.O.V.

I waited for Camila to come home from her nightly outings. It was already 3am when Camila stumbled in the apartment drunk as usual. Everything I owned was packed and set where I was sitting in the kitchen. Normani already on her way to take me to my new apartment that I had rented a month ago because I knew this had to be done no matter how much this pains me. But I knew better than to stay, Staying would cause me so much pain with all the knowledge I had of what activities Camila was up to.

"Whats with the bags,"Camila slurred wobbling her way towards me eyeing the bags set next to me. I let a breath out and looked at her drunken state.

"I was hoping you'd be sober when we had this conversation,but we are never in the same room for to long so,"I start with a sad chuckle willing my tears away. Camila makes her way to me in panic but I hold my hand up telling her to stop.

"W-whats going on?,"Camila asks tears falling freely from her face. And as much as I love her, and want to hold her and kiss her pain away.I cant,I cant just ignore the fact she's hurt me in the worst possible way.

"I cant do this anymore Camila, This hurts to much,"I say emotions threatening to come out and I hold it back as best as I could. She was about to speak but I stopped her. She had more than enough time to stop this but she ignored it and I have to do this. But it doesnt make it hurt anyless.

"No,Let me finish. As much as I love you it wont be enough it was never enough huh,I chuckled sadly again I come home every single day alone feeling empty. While you party get shit faced and repeatedly cheated on me. If you wanted out of this relationship you couldve just told me. It would honestly hurt a lot less than being cheated on. Do you know how hard it was to hear about all of it from someone else?,"I say as the first tear drop made its way down my face while I kept eye contact with her. Camila stood there with regret and sadness in her eyes.

I took a deep breath because I needed to be strong enough to say my next words.

"I think we should break up,"I say and now the tears stream steadily down my face.

"Please No!!!We can work this out,I'll be home more I wont party. Just dont leave me,"Camila says quickly trying to come closer to me but I get up creating more distance between us. I shake my head no.

"I gave you months Camila to try and fix us,I tried so damn hard to get you to show me that you still felt any type of love for me, All I got was rejection!! I was alone but did I cheat NO!!I remained faithful to you, even when I found out about you and your one night stands,"I say making my way to my bags picking each one up making my way to the front door. She follows me with pained eyes sobs wracking her body.

"I love you Y/n. Please dont leave me,I'll do anything you want Please," she says between sobs hugging herself for comfort.

"If you loved me you wouldnt have cheated, I love you Camila but I wont stay and pretend you havent hurt me in the worst possible way,As much as it pains me I have to do this for us both," I tell her giving her one last glance before opening the door and walking straight to Normani's car putting my things in her trunk. I open the passenger seat and sit down closing the door making eye contact with Normani.

"You okay boo,"Normani asks sympathetically and you gave her a sad smile.

"I will be,It may hurt but I have to do this,"I say looking out the window to see Camila looking at me with pleading eyes I look away and tell Mani to drive.

Mani decided to live with me so she stayed there until I moved in. Everyday I received calls and messages and voicemails from Camila begging me to come back. I couldnt take it so I changed my number.

Graduation was two months away so I busied myself with my school work. I've seen Camila in the halls but I always avoided her. I got a job at Jauregui's industry the top business in the United States as an assistant to Mr.Jauregui and I loved my job. I heard Camila also got a job in a hospital and I'm happy for her. I know she stopped partying but it doesnt change anything she needs to find herself without me and I need to do the same.

I honestly dont know where I was going with this story I just found it written in one of my notebooks and decided to post it. Also go check out Writer_InTheDark😉 she also has great books.