Chapter 30 ||Not giving up on us||

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Ash P.O.V

I tried to explain the huge mistake I made to Cass. She looked like she understood it but she still didn't seem convinced.

I got to admit, I looked like a mess. How did I get the courage to come here dressed like this? I wore some old sweat pants and a sweatshirt covered in dried tears.

We sit there for a couple of minutes quietly until Cass says "Ok, I uhh I understand but. I have feelings and thoughts that just seem to be jacked up."

I nod and say "You know I wouldn't hurt you. I was trying not to hurt you anymore and I just seemed lost. I'm sorry." She doesn't say anything.

"Look, I know you didn't mean it and stuff but maybe we can just take it slow." She firmly says.

"What? No, no I'm not giving up on us."

"I'm not either, I'm just not alright." She says, a tear rolling down her face.

"Cass listen to me, I'm not leaving you here mad or sad. I will stay here as long as I need to fix this." I firmly reply. She nods and hugs me. I think of multiple things but she speaks up "How are we going to fix this?"

"We should just forget everything that happened." I suggest.

"You know you hurt me." She says.

"I know but I really mean it when I say that I'm sorry. Give me a chance, I won't hurt you again." I plead.

She thinks for a while and finally replies "Okay, I trust you."

"You do?! Thanks." I say really excited.

"Yeah, my mom always told me that if a boy is hurting for what he did, he really likes you." She says tearing up.

"Don't cry Cass, of course I like you. I got really upset." I say hugging her tighter.

"Sorry, I just thought of my mom." She says taking a deep breath. We cuddle for a while until we drift to sleep next to each other on the couch.

The next morning was both amazing and heartbreaking at the same time.

Cass P.O.V

I wake up and notice Ashton in the kitchen probably eating something. I get up and yawn "Good morning. "

"Good morning." He replies eating a spoonful of cereal. I smile and reach for my phone. Searching through instagram doing absolutely nothing, I get a sudden call from Luke. Our conversation went like this:

Me: Hey what's up?
Luke: CASS WE'RE GOING TO COME OVER TO TELL YOU THE BEST THING EVER!
Me: Whoa okay chill. Don't scream into the phone and when are you guys coming?
Luke: I think in like two hours.
Me: Okay, see you then. Bye.
Luke: Okay bye.

"Who was that?" Ashton asks.

"It was look saying the boys are coming over and that they are going to tell me something." I reply taking out a spoon.

"Why didn't he just tell you on the phone?" He asked eating the cereal.

"Well Luke does that a lot. Where he won't tell me until he sees me in person." I say sticking the spoon into his bowl. I smirk and he giggles.

"I'm going to take a shower, be right back." I inform him walking up the stairs.

"Okay." He says.

I quickly get in the shower and get dressed. I decided to wear a maroon skirt and a white shirt with suspenders. I wear suspenders in a way where they are hanging instead of on you.

Grabbing my converse I walk down stairs only wearing my socks. Slipping on the shoes I ask "What do you think was so important to talk in person than on the phone?"

"Maybe they got a gig." Ashton commented. It made sense but it's the boys we are talking about. Sure they're dedicated but they don't really manage their on stuff. I nod and tie my shoes.

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