AFTER HEARTBREAK

EPILOG

"Life is nothing without a dream

Dream is imposible to happen without a hope

Hope will never work without a fight

And love makes everything easy "

With all my dreams, hope, fight, love and second chances I might never have

-Amy Reed-

Dunia bekerja dengan caranya yang misterius. Akhirnya aku tahu mengapa Chris tidak selesai membaca Les Miserablés, karena dia kehilangan bukunya. Dia mungkin menghabiskan waktu kesana-kemari sembari mencari dan berharap bahwa dia akan menemukan buku ini, buku dengan pesan yang ditulis tangan oleh kekasih hatinya. Namun sejauh apapun mencari, dia tidak akan pernah menemukannya karena pada dasarnya buku itu tidak pernah benar-benar hilang. Buku itu disimpan dan sekarang ada di depan mataku. Sungguh. Les Miserablés edisi terbatas yang judulnya ditulis dengan tinta emas dan hanya dicetak sebanyak lima puluh buku saja di dunia. Apakah aku mencarinya? Tidak. Apakah dia tahu bahwa dia pernah membawa buku ini dari London dan aku sekarang memilikinya? Belum. Jane mengancam akan membunuhnya jika dia berani membuka 'hadiah' dari kakaknya yang ditujukan untukku ini.

Aku telah melalui semuanya, malam-malam penuh mimpi, hari-hari penuh perjuangan, setiap helaan napas penuh harapan. Buku ini, Amy ingin aku memilikinya. Mimpinya, perjuangannya, harapannya, cintanya dan kesempatan kedua yang tidak pernah dia dapatkan. Aku percaya setiap orang berhak mendapatkan kesempatan kedua. Amy, aku pastikan kau akan mendapatkan kesempatan itu. Dia akan menyelesaikan buku ini untukmu.

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To the woman he loves,

Hai, I'm forever grateful because I finally meet you in words. I hope you're doing well as much as I hope you are. If you reading this, then it must be true, he loves you, undoubtedly, with his whole heart.

I'm writing this letter to you because I would like you to know that his life before you, is me. He is kind of person that every girl fit for and to be with him is like I have the whole world in my life. It was me who've ruined everything.

I once made a biggest mistake that no one could ever bear it and would never forgive it. But he did. It drives me crazy to think that I'm no longer to deserve his mercy as much as his heart though I want it so bad. So I gave up on him and left him as far as I could, hoping that one day he would find someone he deserve.

And I'm so glad he has found you. I only hope you feel the same way about him as he does about you. Sometimes he would be so hard to deal with or get possessive to you, but it's because he has lost too many people in his life and he never wanted to lose you. So I'm asking you to stay with him no matter what happen and promise me, don't hurt him because I already did. Badly. Right to the core.

In fact, it took me hours even days to write this because I really hope that this letter never gets to you. Because if it does, that means I break his heart and also mine for I wouldn't be able to live without him. It also means that I never had time to be there, somehow to meet you but I wish may be in some ways because you're the most important person to me, to make him remember how it feels like to be in love again. Because I'm gone, and he is yours now.

-Amy Reed-

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Chris: "Honey, where is my phone, I need to call Jane now!"