My Brother's Best Friend

Chapter XXIX

Mated

"My girl." Xavier murmured as he came up to me, wrapping his arms around my waist.

He placed a small kiss on my lips before turning back to face the pack. "This, is what happens to ANYONE and EVERYONE who tries to hurt my pack or my mate." he pointed at Brad's dead body while he spoke.

And it hit me.

I killed him.

For the first time in my life, I took someone's life.

I could barely control my breathing as it was.

I felt Xavier's hands on my arms. He was leading me back to our room but that was the last thing on my mind at the moment.

"Hey, look at me. You did what you had to do. It's not your fault. He wouldn't have stopped unless he was dead." Xavier was rubbing my back as he tried to comfort me.

"B-But I still s-shouldn't h-have ki-killed him." I stuttered, trying to get my breathing straight.

"Come here." Xavier placed me on his lap with a leg on each side and laid down on the bed.

His hands went up and down my back and I slowly calmed down.

"Should I not have killed him?" I finally asked after regaining my composure again. "No! Hey, don't say that. You should've. We both know he would never stop." His hand went under my chin and he forced our eye contact as he spoke.

"I'm sorry. I should be happy that he's gone for good but here I am, r-ruining your mood and disrupting y-your time." I pouted as I snuck my face further into his chest.

"You could never ruin my mood and I would rather be here with you than anywhere else." he kissed the top of my head.

"Thank you." I smiled even though he couldn't see it. "Of course little one. Anything for you." I smiled at his words and just embraced the moment.

All too soon, it was gone.

My body was engulfed in heat and in complete pain. Xavier froze below me.

"Again!?" I whined out at him. He took a deep breath and answered my question.

"It's not gonna end until we mate princess. I'm so sorry." He carried me to the bathroom.

"I-I wanna do it."

He stopped moving.

"Xavier.. I- You're only saying that to get rid of the pain." He interrupted me.

"N-No, I'm not. P-Please Xavier." I whispered, my body burning with need.

"Are you sure?" He asked me. "Y-Yes, one hundred percent sure." I assured him.

He took me back to the bedroom and laid me on the bed before getting on top of me as well.

"Tell me when to stop." he muttered before leaning down to kiss my neck. "Never." I whispered.

I felt his smirk in the crook of my neck and I knew he heard.

"So fucking perfect." he whispered in my ear before going back to kissing and leaving hickeys on my neck.

"Mmph, Xavier." He's barely even started anything and I was already falling apart in his hands.

He went up to my lips and kissed me softly.

My hips involuntarily bucked up to rub against his pants. "Don't do that." he spoke against my lips. "Then hurry up." I whined.

"Impatient, are we?" he smirked before going down to my chest.

He pulled my shirt above my head and stared at the upper half of my body. "Damn." He whistled as he stared. I playfully rolled my eyes at him and he leaned down to suck on the space between my breasts.

He looked up at me after a minute and raised his brow and I nodded. His hands went behind my back and he removed my bra.

"Fuck." He whispered before latching his lips on my nipple while his hand played with the other. "Oh! Xavier!" I moaned.

He switched his attention to my other breast.

It's so hard with the heat and his lips to keep myself together. "Oh please!" He pulled away and looked at me. "Tell me what you want princess."

"Fuck me please." I whimpered. "Now little one, you know I don't like hearing those words from you but I'll let it slide. This time." he smirked as he pulled his shirt over his head.

My hand reached up and was tracing his abs and chest.

I looked down to see my pants and underwear off and his pants on. "Fucking-" he whispered and cut himself off.

He kissed lightly down my stomach all the way down to my core. Instead of continuing, he went down to my thigh and kissed his way up, teasing me even further.

"Xavier!" I whined.

"Pl- Ohh!" He gave a small kiss to my clit.

He licked up and I writhed under him. I didn't want to play around, I just wanted him inside me.

"Xavier, s-stop." I pulled his hair and he looked up at me. "You want me in you?" He asked so blatantly and I couldn't help but be flustered.

"Whatever you want." He leaned down to whisper beside my ear as a distraction before he pushed into me. "Oh! Xavier!" I cried out.

It was electrifying. The mate bond.

It was like I could feel everything about him. Past, present and future.

"Fuck princess. Tell me when to move." His head hung in my neck.

After a few second of just lying there, I gave him permission to move.

He grabbed my waist and pulled out before pushing back in again. "Mm.." I sighed.

"Yeah? You like that princess?" He whispered in my ear before kissing my neck, adding to the pleasure.

"Faster, please." I begged.

He pulled out and pushed back in, forcing a gasp out of me at the speed. "Fuck." he threw his head back.

He continued, going insanely fast.

"I-I'm s-so cl-close." I whimpered. "Cum for me princess. Let it out." He sucked hard against my mark and I let go around him.

"Mm... Oh my gosh." I moaned, chills running through me as I felt the sparks of the mate bond.

"Cum for me." I whimpered at him. "Anything for you." he muttered out, head thrown back, completely lost in the feeling of the mate bond.

"Shit" I heard him say before I felt him release in me.

"I love you." I ran my hands through his hair.

"I love you too. So much."