5 Seconds of Summer Imagines

these are the lies // 5sos

A.N.: Based on the lyrics of These are the lies by The Cab (x)

'Cause the truth is, I'm about to lose it, don't think I can do this if I'm not with you.'

Ashton: I don't love you, I don't need you. I don't ever want to see you again, 'cause girl, I moved on and things are perfect. I'm okay with us just being friends.

It's funny to think about how it all started. (Y/N) and I have been best friends since pre school and I never imagined us being a couple. I realized my feelings for her when she started dating. Jealousy took over me every time she just as mentioned a guys name. I tried to suppress it but seeing her with another guy drives me insane. I keep telling myself that I don't love her, that I'm fine with us being just friends but it's all lies. I even tried staying away from her but that's not working out either. Not at all. She is constantly on my mind and I hate the fact that I'm not the guy who cheers her up, who makes her laugh, who makes her feel good. But I can't do this any longer. I can't pretend anymore. I spent the entire day at her house, watching movies with her while she rested her head on my chest. It's the perfect opportunity to tell her now.
"(Y/N) there is something I have to tell you." I started but before I could hope for a response her phone rang. "Hold on a second." She replied with a smile and pressed the green button on her phone. After she knew who called her, she quickly left the room for at least fifteen minutes to talk to the caller. "What took you so long?" I asked a little pissed after she came back inside. "It was my ex. He wants to meet." She explained. Is she actually thinking about this? Anger washed through my veins, I rose from the bed and scratched my chin. "You're not going are you?" I asked, trying to sound as calm as possible. "Why do you sound so pissed?" She scoffed. "Because I don't want you to go." I said in a stern voice. "Yeah and since when do I let you tell me what I can and can't do?" She scoffed and raised her eyebrows. "I just don't want you to go. Is that too much to understand?" I reasoned angrily. "Why not? It's non of your business!" She snapped. I think she doesn't even want to go, this is about her and her stupid stubbornness. "But it is!" I hissed through gritted teeth. "Why?" She said with a raised voice. "God damn it (Y/N) can't you see that I'm in love with you?" I shouted much louder than I intended to. Her mouth dropped open and she blinked a few times before she manages to answer me. "You what?" She asked shocked. "I'm in love with you god damn it!" I repeated and let out a long and nervous breath. "Why the hell didn't you tell me this earlier?" She asked and walked towards me. "Because you always hung out with all these other guys and I thought you only see me as a good friend." I tried to defend myself. "I don't know okay? I'm confused. I get this feeling everytime you look at me with this stupid beautiful eyes of yours and this stupid stupid smile of yours and you ...I just don't know what to think Ashton. I'm really confused." She said desperately. "Let me try something. Maybe that will straighten you mind." I breathed and pressed my lips onto hers. My arms rested on her waist while she ran her hand through my curls. Nothing ever felt so right. It felt like my heart would burst through my chest while my tongue danced with hers. "Still confused?" I cheekily asked after I broke the kiss. She looked at me, slightly blushing and shook her head. "I don't know Ash, I think you need to convince me just a little bit more." She smiled and pressed her lips onto mine again.

Calum: 'Cause I don't think about you every single night; I'll be fine without you, can sleep tight when I'm not beside you; I'm moving on.

Never in my life I imagined to miss a person so much that it actually hurt. It hurts thinking about her. It hurst talking about her. It hurts looking at pictures of her. It even hurts hearing her name. Ever since she left I am broken. I keep lying to myself that I will be happy again. That I can sleep without her next to me that I can move on. But I can't. No matter what I do, I can't. I'm empty. I'm a broken vessel. She is constantly on my mind. Her smile that could light up my whole world. The sound of her laughter blasting through the house. Her eyes, so soft I lost myself in them every time she looked at me. Our late night talks, our plans for the future, our make out sessions in the backseat of my car. Everything gone. She took everything with her when she left so sudden. It's been such along time but I still need her by my side. She was my getaway and now I'm about to lose my mind. I haven't talked to her in a long time but I've heard her voice almost every day after she left. The last voice message she left me I played over and over again. I'm scared to forget about her voice someday. Or her face. I can't bring myself to delete all our pictures. I want to keep those memories as long as possible. I still think about her everyday. I probably shouldn't but I can't help myself. I imagine waking up next to her beautiful face and her adorable giggle every time I wake her up with kisses all over her face and neck. When she left I couldn't leave my bed. I'm not ashamed to say that I spent my days and nights crying and I'm not ashamed to say that I still miss her like crazy. She was my first real love after all. I couldn't bring myself to visit her just yet though. My friends said its time for me to visit her, to say my goodbyes and all but I couldn't do it. But I guess one day I will regret it. Regret that I didn't go. So after I bought a bouquet of her favorite flowers I finally managed to find my way to her. Slowly I walked along the stony path, trying to keep my tears from falling but as soon as I spotted her they came running down my cheeks. "Hello beautiful." I said. "I brought you something." I got down to my knees and put the flowers on the ground. "I really miss you, you know." I said, trying to stay strong. "I'm sorry I couldn't visit you earlier. I guess I couldn't bear it." I sobbed. "I wish you could be here with me. Holding my hand, making me smile again." I said but half way through the sentence my voice broke. "God damn it (Y/N) why did you leave me alone in this god damn world? You need to come back to me. I can't be without you. I miss you so god damn much." When these words left my mouth I realized how ridiculous I sound. She wouldn't come back. Ever. Someone decided to be a complete irresponsible asshole and she had to pay for it while the one who crashed drunk into her car only broke his arm. "I would do anything to change the past. I wish I could have saved you (Y/N)".