5 Seconds of Summer Imagines

jealous much? // a.i.

Ashton's P.O.V

Jealousy. It's a terrible thing. Everyone knows that it's one of the worst emotions a person can feel. It's about wanting something you can't have or it's about another person having something you're not having. Jealousy has a lot of sides and reasons and my reason is my current girlfriend (Y/N).

We've been dating for only three month, which still makes me very insecure about things. Am I doing everything right? Do I make her happy? I question myself loads of times lately. She's been hanging out with my band mates more than with me which makes me think, does she really like me as much as I like her?

Today was one of those days. She's touring with us for a few weeks since she just finished school and had some free time. I thought it would be the best opportunity to catch up and reconnect but we haven't had a lot of alone time. I don't have that much time because of all the appointments with the band but in our free time the other boys were always around and I have to admit, I got jealous after a while. And not just a little bit. It was the end of her first week with us and we haven't had time for ourselves very often.

It was Sunday morning and we all had breakfast together in the hotel restaurant. "So, do you guys have any pans for today?" She asked. "I think I stay in and sleep. I'm too tired to do anything." Michael mumbled and yawned. "Well Luke and I wanted to do some sight seeing." Calum laughed. "Maybe you and Ash could come along?" I wanted to say no, we finally had a day off and I wanted to spend time with her. Alone. But I saw how her face lit up and also the excitement in her eyes. "I'd love to!" she smiled, "Are you okay with it?" She asked and turned to me. I didn't want to disappoint her so I forced a smile and nodded. "Anything you want princess." She gave me a quick kiss on the cheek and smiled widely. "You're the best." I sighed. It hurt that she wanted to spend time with my friends rather than me, but I love her and I'd do anything to make her happy. I was glad she's here at all and not hundreds of miles away from me.

We spend the rest of the morning and most of the afternoon walking around LA. We had lunch at a steakhouse, went shopping and had coffee at Starbucks. All in all it was actually a really nice day but I was still a little hurt and still jealous.

Back in the hotel (Y/N) and I were finally alone in our room. She dropped her shopping bags on the floor next to the bed and walked over to me, her hands moving around my neck. "You've been so quiet today. Is everything okay?" She asked worried. I bit my lip and nodded. I didn't want to ruin her day with my nagging. "Ashton." She sighed and started playing with my hair. "You can tell me when something's wrong."

"It's just...why do you never want to be alone with me? You're always hanging with the other boys and not with me. Sometimes I wonder if I even make you happy." I blurted out. Her hands left my neck and she looked at me shocked. "I-I didn't know you think this way." She whispered. "You do make me happy. You make me incredibly happy Ashton! I'm so sorry I didn't realize...it's just, everything is so exiting for me! I've never been out of Australia before and when the other boys say they want to go out I want to come with and explore the cities with my best mates and my boyfriend. I didn't think it'd bother you so much."

"It's not bothering me. Not really. I'm happy you're happy but I thought we could have some time to ourselves. But if you rather want to hang out with the others it's okay. I understand they're your friends as well and you miss them." I shrugged and looked down to my feet. "Hey listen to me," she started and cupped my face, "I love you! And I want to spend as much time with you as I possibly can!" My heartbeat increased and a huge smile spread over my face. "You never said that before." I breathed out. We never said I love you to each other. "Well I do! I love you and I'm sorry I made you feel this way."

"It's okay. It's not your fault. I should have said something earlier. Maybe we could do some kind of compromise? Like we could do something alone on the weekends and occasionally when I have plans with you, and the the rest of the days with the other boys?" I suggested. "When you have plans with me huh?" She smirked and traced her fingers down my stomach. "Like what?"

"Like, tonight. I'm taking you out." I said. "Sounds good to me." A smile spread over my face and I pulled her in for a passionate kiss. "I wanted to say it first though." I mumbled after we broke the kiss. Her eyebrows furrowed together, "say what first?"

"I love you."

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