𝐏𝐑𝐄𝐓𝐓𝐘 𝐆𝐈𝐑𝐋 - eren yeager

0.4

her and hanji rode out into the fields getting closer towards the gate as she saw levi and eren beside her as she heard the huge footsteps approaching closer and closer making let out a long sigh

"captain! three titans are approaching, what are your orders?" she heard someone ask making her gulp and look forward trying to zone out of the conversation going on

"dump the bodies." he said glancing at [name] who instantly turned her head towards him with a mad expression on her face as he scoffed

"levi, what the fuck? just kill them here, its only three?!" she exclaimed angrily making eren, and the the soldiers in the cart look at her worryingly

"so? we can't kill them, their on the ground, you should know this." he stated looking forward not even paying attention to the scared faces of the men behind him at all

"but I could kill them-"

"dump them all. right now" be told them in a stern tone making [name] look at him angrily

they instant did so, only for her to see a certain blondie's body roll out making her turn her head around trying to ignore the tear that came down her face as levi rolled his eyes looking forward

"section commander [name].. are you okay?" she heard jean she believed ask from in front of her glancing as she nodded wiping the tear off of her face as she continued riding her horse

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she sat there at the table with her hands tangled up in her hair as she sat beside hanji who was laying on her shoulder with her legs laid out on the seat the two were sitting in as sasha was crying in her lap, hugging her as mikasa had hanji's legs in her lap

"you guys look gay." jean retorted chuckling as connie shook his head as his remark sighing and eren just glared at him along with armin who just confused at the entire situation

"shut up jean" he said patting his back before getting up to throw his plate as jean sat there confused at everyone's reaction to his comment

"there's nothing wrong with being gay" she replied rolling her eyes as she looked at the three girls that were laid out on her carefully not to crush her with weight as eren and armin nodded as in response to her statement

she put her head on the table letting tears slip out silently as she saw levi approach the table and she rolled her eyes trying to stop her tears by putting a hand on the table to hold herself up

She felt hanji start rub her back softly as she cried harder most leaving a wet spot on the table they were all sitting at as the rest of them watched captain levi as he looked down at her before tapping her shoulder

"i don't wanna talk." she replied back to them in a shaky voice sniffling soon after as hanji squeezed her thigh and went back to whatever she decided to do

"all of you. leave right now, I need to talk to her and her only." levi said out loud hearing several scouts leave she sat up and looked at him with her tear stained eyes with an angry expression

he didn't say anything, he just sat down beside her and ran his hands through his hair as she put her head down on the table once again sniffing

"im sorry... I didn't know what to do, that was the only option, and I didn't want to loose you like everyone else... I couldn't bring myself to let you fight them." he truthfully sad as she nodded slowly

"but why? so many families.. don't even have a precious member burried now.. thats gonna hurt.." she stated letting more tears run down her face but he took his finger and wiped them away

"look.. I didn't wanna hurt you. not more than you already are, and I know you most likely hate me from what I told you on the mission in the forest, and then dumping them.. you most likely don't even want to be related to me"

"no, stop. why do you keep getting so protective? I'm 21, I can do things on my own, and I'm one of the oldest of the scouts from the 104th."

"i know I know. but I love you too much to let you do so.." he responded as she sighed throwing an arm around his shoulder for a side hug

"im gonna be okay, but I'll promise you, nothing is over family, not even humanity." she said promising him who just nodded with sighing heavily

"great. I love you okay, [n/name]. don't mess any thing up, I'll talk to you later." he said getting up from the table walking outside as she sighed and walked into the hallway to look out at the sun

"you know I've been wondering.. wanna do a titan experiment with me?" hanji asked excitedly as [name] sighed and nodded at her

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they sat down at the wooden table just casually talking as levi and [name] drunk tea out of their cups, not noticing the way they hold it at all as they listened to the new levi squad's stories

they heard a loud thunder as well as the sky turning a nasty green color making [name] drop her cup on the wood as she sat there with wide eyes

"im sick of this." she mumbled under her breath before getting up along with levi to see the miniature titan eren most likely created on accident from hanji

"what the hell eren.." she trailed off looking at the spikey titan with hair dropping down as she carefully picked it up in her hand

"did he just make a miniature founding titan?" she questioned levi who sighed putting his hand on his forehead in defeat at her nodding

she heard the familiar screaming turning around to see hanji dragging an upset eren with her as [name] held the titan in her hand touching it

"see that [name]!? that's for you! I made eren make a mini founding titan!" hanji exclaimed hugging her tightly

"oh wow- thanks I guess? and thanks eren. and levi don't kill them let me keep it." she said patting their backs sitting down