I Risked It All For You | A Kleinsen Fanfic | WIP

015 -Helpless-

(I also don't know how rehab works...I tried googling it but it just gave me links to phone numbers to rehab centers)

TW/CW: Mentions of Drugs? Idk ;-;

-Connor's POV-

The days melted into months, and before I knew it, I was a junior. Rehab was pretty okay so far. It was a lot better than my nightmares imagined. It was stress reliving and good for my mental health. Yeah in the sharing circles the stories were...how do I put it simply, terrifying.

But the part I liked the most was writing letters to Evan. And something I didn't know until now was I loved writing, I once sent him like 5 letters all at once. I felt like Lin-Manuel Miranda writing all the time.

Evan was my Phillipa, I wonder who Leslie is. Probably Jared. I really don't know what he has against me. I wrote all the time, the occasional letter to my family, and all my heart to Evan.

I did school while in rehab, it was so much better than having to hear the whispers and people snickering behind my back.

Writing became my new favorite subject, it used to be art, the few months before I went to the center I spent with Evan, I drew him different kinds of trees and it made him really happy. Now whenever I write he always gushes about how amazing my writing is.

I don't mean to brag but I once was able to finish a 5000 word essay in under an hour about 'How to Kill a Mockingbird'. It was my addiction, a lot better than the other one. (A/n *cough* foreshadowing *cough)

I wouldn't call it a long distance relationship cause I'm only like, a state away, but eh it was going pretty good. It was official that we were dating when I visited last December. I got a free day and it just so happened to be on Christmas which was lucky.

My parents' house, or my house until I'm 18, isn't exactly as festive as the Hansen household so, yeah his house was the better option.

The entire day Jared was really, irritated about something, every time I'd either hold Evan's hand or play with his hair, Jared would hold his other hand and just stare at me with death in his eyes.

"Okay dude you're freaking me out what's up with you?" I finally asked when Evan was making a snowman with Zoe in the backyard. He crossed his arms and turned his nose up. "Hmph. I don't know, Murphy." He glared back at me.

"Why don't you tell me?"

"That's literally why I asked you dumbshit. I don't want anything from you, why can't we be friends?"

"What are you, 5?"

"You're acting like you are. Quit pouting! We both have things in common-"

"Like what??"

"We both like Evan? He's my boyfriend and your best friend."

"You are dating him. That's the problem." He snapped crossing his arms again. "What is that supposed to me-"

"AYE YO WE ARE HEERE AND QUEER!" Screamed a voice from the porch and suddenly the door was thrown open. 2 people who I had never seen before walked in. I heard a gasp frombehind me from Evan who was covered in snow.

"Jeremy!" He squeaked and ran over to who I presumed to be Jeremy and hugged him. "aCk, oh my god hi!" He said hugging back.

I tapped Jared's shoulder. "Who's that?" "His ex. He likes him more than me." "Wait what?" Jared couldn't keep a straight face and held in a laugh. "Pff. Dude I'm just kidding, Jeremy is his stepbrother, no need to get your dick in a knot." He said punching my arm and walking over to Jeremy.