Y/N Y/L/N was in a downward spiral.
A bad one.
Ever since she found out her ex, Kendall Jenner had been cheating on her for months, she started drinking and hanging out with the wrong people. To add on to that, Simon Cowell basically had her wrapped around his finger, threatening to end her career if she didn't do whatever he told her to do. She was stuck in a miserable loop that she couldn't seem to find her way out of. Her friends would watch helpless as she just fell deeper into the rabbit hole. The girls of Little Mix were the most affected by their best friend's miserableness. She was always there for them and they felt like they couldn't be there for her. The Brits were the straw that broke the camel's back however, as the girls decided that they would intervene.
Y/N sat at an empty table as she prepared for her sound check. She had her head on her arms as she dreaded the upcoming award show. She sighed and sat up to take a swig of her flask that she always carried around. She was currently drinking whiskey as the liquid burned going down her throat. As she put the flask down, her friend Josh came and sat next to her. "Hey bud, how are you feeling?" Y/N shrugged. James sighed. "Dude, you know you don't have to bottle things in right?" Y/N glared and got up to go rehearse as she saw four familiar ladies and three familiar guys come into her view. She rolled her eyes and made her way to the stage.
The Little Mix girls walked into the O2 excitedly. They got to perform their new song "Shout Out to My Ex" and they had a whole theatric performance ready to go. As they walked in, Jed, Alex, and Andre, their "boyfriends" walked with them. They were more of the girl's PR stunts. All of the girls were gay, but their management wasn't quite ready for them to come out yet. As the girls walked into the main part where the stage and the tables were, they caught sight of the one person they all wanted. They watched as the girl took a swig of whatever was in that flask.
Alex spoke up. "She is going to kill herself if she keeps that up. She needs help and the fact that no one she works for cares about her health pisses me off." The other two boys agreed as the girls watched sadly as she shut Josh down and got up to go rehearse. Jed spoke up next. "Why do I have a bad feeling that something bad is going to happen tonight?" Jesy looked at the boy. "Why do you say that?" Jed shrugged. "I got a gut feeling." All the girls sighed as their management fetched them to get ready for the show.
Y/N sighed as she stood and posed for another red carpet picture. She was wearing black skinny jeans, black slip on Vans, and a leather jacket with a grey t-shirt under it. She had a pair of black sunglasses on because she had went and smoked a few joints with her friends Kevin and Andrew before Josh found her and dragged her away. She was trying to avoid as many carpet interviews as she possibly could because it was all the same questions.
"How is your new music coming?"
"How are you doing?"
"Have you seen Kendall and her new fling?"
"How did it feel when you found out?"
Y/N was about to leave the carper when loud screams were heard as the Little Mix girls and their dates arrived. Y/N looked and almost drooled. The girls looked fucking amazing, as usual. She sighed as Leigh-Anne looked her way. The two made eye contact and Leigh-Anne smiled at Y/N, getting the other girls attention as they all waved at Y/N. Y/N turned and left the carpet. God, it was gonna be a long night.
Y/N stood in her dressing room waiting for the cue for her to go perform as she heard a knock on the door. In walked her manager smiling at her. "How are you feeling champ?" Y/N rolled her eyes and poured herself another shot of vodka. "Don't fucking call me champ Jim. How do you think I'm feeling?" Jim sighed. "Simon wanted me to come wish you luck." Y/N threw the shot back like it was nothing. "Why doesn't the coward come and tell me himself? Oh yeah, he doesn't fucking care. As long as I'm making him money, everything's fine." She grabbed the bottle and just stared swigging from it. She pushed past Jim and went to get mic'd up for her performance.
