Forever and Always

29 The flash

Ymir's POV-

I woke up in terrible pain. I couldn't even get up to move. I'm going to have to skip school today... but what if Krista is there? Should I go just in case? But I can't move and I need to rest so I can go over and try again tonight.

Alright then it's settled... i'm staying home.

time skip 11:45 pm

I'll ride my motorcycle over today and just park 2 minutes before her house. I don't know why I didn't think of that before... but whatever.

I grab my keys and head out. It took about 15 minutes but I pulled over and parked my motorcycle at one of my friends moms house and then I walk over.

I give a deep breath before walking over to the place I was climbing before. The cement was covered in dry blood.

Ok i'm going to do it this time.

I walk over to the wall and place my left hand onto the first brick. I let out a sigh before grabbing hold of it and pulling my body up.

Argh... fuck... i'm only like 3 feet in the air and my body already feels weak. I mean my back is fucked up, my hands are covered in scratches and my right arm is broken so i'll cut myself some slack.

Ok next brick.

I reach my left arm up and pull myself up with just the strength of that one arm. My right arm was only holding on for support not for strength which made it 10x harder.

My fingers and palms already broke into blood as I reached 15 feet.

"Don't look down... don't look down", I say to myself as sweat drips off of me.

I climb another 10 feet which took about 7 minutes because I had to take breaks in between because of how weak my body was, but still holding myself up for breaks hurt terribly.

I grab hold of another brick. It was super small and I could barley even hold on when just putting my hand there, how am I supposed to pull myself up without falling?

Wait... I got it.

"AGHHHH!" I scream in pain as I use my broken right arm to pull myself up another couple feet.

I was around 27 feet high... I can't look down though... I have to keep pushing.

I use my left arm and pull myself up using a strong, grip-able brick.

30 feet

32 feet

35 feet

36 feet

38 feet

I was now 38 feet in the air. I have never been in this much pain in my life. Blood was pouring out of my hand and rushing down my arm, covering my skin.

I felt my hand start to slip. Fuck I have to do something.

I placed my foot on the nearest brick and jumped up right before my hand completely slipped off.

I reached up and grabbed hold of a brick about 2 feet higher than where I was.

"SHIT!"

My hand slips off the brick as I fall from 40 feet in the air.

Am I going to die?

Is this it?

I'm already so weak.

Even if I was completely strong and healthy I could still die from a fall like this.

This is where I die.

I see Krista's face in the back of my head, crying hysterically. I see all of the memories i've had with her. All of the amazing times we've had with each other. Every little kiss, every little look, every little moment of happiness we had together.

Is my life flashing before my eyes?

I guess so.

I guess this is the end.

Goodbye my darling.

I love you.