I'm running away . The truth is I can't face reality after I chose a path that hurt me too much so now I do what I do best and that's run . I've always been athletic and somehow I've always found myself running . Love doesn't choose who or how ,but I made it so here I am . My mother doesn't know and she should never know and so my sister too. This is the only way to hurt less people and try and be happy . I'm sorry ...