secret love

somewhere only we know

                      april 2nd 2006, 8:15am

Ellens Pov:
I got up around 8:15 and realized i was still in his arms. I wondered what had happened last night. Did Jill kick him out? I like her alot. But that Woman gets a little crazy sometimes. I went to sit in the bathroom so he couldnt hear me and I called Kate, "Something happened with Patrick and Jill last night because he came back at like midnight last night." I said right away as she picked up the phone, "What? Come to my trailer and talk." Kate said, I hung up and went to her trailer, while i was on my way i texted Patrick
E: Hi! I hope you slept well, im at Kates for coffee, let me know when youre awake if you still wanna talk.❤️
Knowing Patrick, he slept alot. He loved to sleep. He needed his beauty sleep and i always made fun of him for it. There werent 2 beds in our trailer, so we always took turns for who would sleep there. I didnt like being in my house alone, and Kate lived with me, so when Kate stayed at set, so did I. "Hi." I said with a smile as I walked into Kates trailer, "Hi El. Spill." Kate said, "Okay so he left around like 10:30 last night because he just sat in his car for a while after he walked out of the trailer, he mustve drove home, went inside, and came back. He came back at like Midnight when i was already asleep and i saw him trying to get comfortable with a towel as a blanket and a pillow on the cold hardwood floor. And i asked him if he wanted to talk about it and he said tomorrow morning he would. And tomorrow morning is today. So im waiting." I said, "Holy shit. Do you want me to talk to him?" Kate asked, "No, Because he doesnt know i told you silly." I said laughing, "So you guys slept- together?" Kate asked, "Not sexually, but essentially yes." I said, "Damn El! Nice job" Kate said giving me a high five, "Oh thats him texting." I said as i heard my phone ding. "What does it say?" Kate asked
P: Take your time with Kate. Come back when youre ready.
"Im gonna go back there but i will be back for more gossip." I said getting up and leaving."

Ellens pov:
"Hi, how'd you sleep?" I asked him with a smile, "Good. What about you?" He asked me with a smile, "Good, except a bigger bed wouldve been better." I said laughing, "Oh so you didnt like being snuggled up to me all night?" He ask flirtatiously, "No- Well yes- but a full size bed for 2 tall people isnt ideal." I said awkwardly, 'damnit ellen you cant be dropping hints like that' I said to myself in my head, "Did you wanna talk?" I asked him, "If you wanna listen." He said, "You know im always here for you. Spit it out." I said, "Well so i went home last night, and all the lights were off which was super unusual. So i walked through the pitch black house upstairs, checked on Tal. And then i realized my bedroom door was closed, which was also really weird. But i heard noises coming from there and i just couldnt quite tell what it was, but then i cracked the door open. And saw Jillian in bed with another man. So i decided to grab my things and stay here, and i didnt mean to wake you or anything that wasnt my intentions and im sorry i really am i just couldnt be there." Patrick said, "Oh Patrick. Youre not a bother to me, you never are. And im really sorry about that. What are you gonna do next? You can stay at my house with me and Kate if you need to." I said, "I dont know. I want to try to work things out for Talula, but i dont ever think ill love her again." Patrick said. 'Oh of course. He wants to work it out for his kid, even tho im sitting right here WAITING for him!! Isnt that lovely.' I thought to myself, "I dont know. I think im gonna go back there, and talk to her and see what happens." He said, "Okay. Thats a nice start." I said, "Im gonna get going, thank you again Ellen." He said giving me a big hug and then he left. I walked over to Kates trailer as soon as i saw his car leave and i broke down as soon as i got in. "He cheated on her! He cheated on her dont you think thats divorce worthy? It is SO hard to sit back and watch the man you love more than life its self, go back to his wife. Who again, cheated on him. He doesnt deserve that. Any woman like her would be LUCKY to have him. And she goes and fucks it up by cheating?" I say as i pour my heart out, i tried holding back tears but i just couldnt, "Oh Els. Come here." She said pulling me in for a hug, she didnt say anything, she jusy let me cry on her shoulder for as long as i needed.

Patricks Pov:
I cant believe I did that. I had the most perfect woman sitting right there in front of me, but i decide to go back to my cheating wife. Ellen doesnt want me anyway, but she sure does make me feel at home. Even when im at my lowest, she always knows how to make me feel better. I drove down the highway going only a little over the speed limit, it was the racer in me that did that part. Honestly, i didnt want to be with Jill. But i knew i had to for Talula. As i pulled into my driveway i parked my car in the driveway, knowing there was a very good chance i could get kicked out. I opened the front door and there he is again, sitting with her on the couch. "Dude get out. Just leave." I said, "Oh shit. I didnt realize you were gonna be here." Jill said, "Look. I wanna try to make this work. But Jill, I cant trust you. So i was thinking, i could sleep in the guest room. And parent T separately, just in the same house. We dont need to divorce yet, if you think thats what you want." I said, "That sounds like its the best option i guess." She said shrugging her shoulders. "Im gonna go move my stuff. But theres rules. You dont have men here. You make your own food and you shop for the groceries you want. We dont talk to eachother unless its about our daughter." I said, "Ok." She said, 'Okay? Not even an im sorry? I need to leave her.' I said in my head. I went upstairs to move my stuff from the closet and dresser into the new bedroom. I couldnt even believe it. Why would she do that to me. I need to go to the race track. I got in my car and went to the tracks, suited up and got in. I was pissed, i put the pedal to the medal and just went. I had no idea how long i was out there for, but the sun was starting to set when i got done. I wouldnt see Ellen for a while, since we just ended season 2. It would be 2 months, 2 months too long. I started to drive home when it hit me, what was i doing. My daughter isnt going to be happy if im not, its gonna be weird for her. But i told Jill i would try, so im gonna try. For a month, thats it. As i pulled into the driveway i saw Jill and Talula drawing with chalk on the driveway, Jill told Talula not to talk to me, i saw her do it in her ear. Even my own daughter gave me a dirty look. This is gonna be a long ass month thats for sure.

second chapter! let me know if you guys liked it, or if theres anything i should add in. also, Talula is 4 just to give you an idea of her age. thank you all and i hope you start to like this story!!🤍🤍