secret love

take me back

                     Sunday, June 16th, 9:25 pm
                                    Malibu, CA

Patricks POV:
"Tal honey im so sorry." I said as i hugged her, i still couldnt believe her own mother would do this to her. "Were gonna make sure you never have to see here again right El?" I said, "Of course." Ellen said as we both hugged her so tight. "Im gonna call my lawyer and get full custody of her." I said as i walked away, "Kate come meet me in the room quick?" I asked as i walked into me and Ellens bedroom, "What happened exactly?" I asked, "She pulled up, i wondered who it was so i peeked out the window, i saw her motioning for talula to get out of the car, so she did, then Jill got out and dropped her off at the front door and had her bitch fit." Kate said, "Okay thank you. Ill call them first thing in the morning." I said, "Hey Tal you can sleep in our bed tonight if you want?" Ellen said to her as i walked out of the bedroom. "Ill be okay in my room." Talula said, "Okay honey but our door is always open." Ellen said rubbing her back, "Ellie-" Talula said as me and Ellen walked away to our bedroom to talk, "Yea Tal?" Ellen said turning around, "Will you be my new Mommy?" Talula asked, all i could do was have a huge smile on my face. Ellen ran to Talula and scooped her up in her arms and gave her a long hug, "Of course i will honey." Ellen said as i heard her trying to talk through her happy tears, She set down Talula and she yawned, "you ready for bed?" Ellen asked, "No!" Talula yelled, "How about we go read a story?" Ellen said, "Oh Ellie i can do that." I said standing back and watching them, "You go lay down. I got this." She said with a wink. I watched them walk into Talulas room and lay down in her bed.

Ellens POV:
I walked into the bathroom doorway and saw Patrick brushing his teeth, "What are you staring at?" He asked spitting out his toothpaste, "Nothing. Im just extremely in love with you." I said with a smile. He walked over to me, picked me up and twirled me around and then layed me in bed. He layed next to me and started playing with my hair, "Youre beautiful." He said, "I love you." I said and gave him a kiss, "So i think im gonna wait to call the lawyer. I dont want her going to Jills, but i dont think im ready to face her after what she did." Patrick said, "I think thats a good choice if thats what youre comfortable with." I said, "I love you." He said, "Love you more. Go to bed. Work. Tomorrow." I said, all he did was laugh and say goodnight. I laid, and tried to fall asleep, but i just couldnt shut my mind off, we had work tomorrow and it would be the first time everybody saw us together as a couple. I couldnt stop thinking about what was going to happen with Jill and Tal either. What our life would be like after all this. What would Jill do if we tried to have our own kids some day. It would be sooner rather then later, and that scared the shit out of me. We would move out, and have to get our own house. Just even the thought of that made me excited but scared at the same time. I couldnt sleep at all so i decided to get up and go to Kates room and talk to her, "Hey Kate" I said opening up her door, she was just watching TV, "Hey El." She said, "You okay?" She asked, "Yea just cant sleep. How come youre still up?" I asked, "Cant sleep either. I know you need to talk about something so what is it?" Kate said, I laughed because she was right, "Im just nervous." I said, "About what?" Kate asked, "About whats gonna happen with Jill and Tal. Moving away from you. Kids and a real life with Patrick. Its not that im worried, i just feel like i wont be a good enough mom to Tal because shes already had Jill. I want to spend the rest of my life with Patrick, and im not nervous about that, im just nervous about becoming a mom and it being just me and him fending for ourselves. I mean im 35 and ive never had a relationship this serious before." I said, "Ellen, you are already an amazing mom to Talula. Better then Jill will ever be, she left her daughter Ellen! You wont ever do that, and if you guys really want kids of your own, youll be amazing to them too. Youll always have me if you need anything, ill be fine off on my own. Maybe ill move in next to you." Kate said, "Thank you K. And yes you definitely should! Settle down and have some kids of your own!" I said, "Well i need a husband to pay for all my fertility treatments then." She said with a laugh, "Oh.. right." I said, "I think your kids are enough for me." She said laughing, "Me too." I laughed, "Get your ass in bed or youre gonna be sleeping in your trailer all day." She said, "Okay goodnight." I said walking out of her room, i peaked into Tals room and saw her still asleep, so then i finally decided that i really need to sleep.

(the next morning)
Patricks POV:
"Hey congrats man!!" TR said as me and Ellen walked on to set, "Thank you!" I said, "Lets go talk to Shonda." Ellen whispered in my ear, we walked across set to Shondas office, "Hey guys!" She said as we walked in, "Hi!" Ellen said, "So what can i so for you?" She asked, "We were just wondering, like, if our relationship will effect our scripts and stuff?" I asked, "Well now that Addison is out of the picture for Derek, Meredith and Him will start spending more time together, then theyll fall off again, then theyll be forever." Shonda said, "Okay. Thank you Shonda!" Ellen said, "Any time." Shonda said as we walked out. "I swear to god if i have to make out with one more woman besides you im gonna jump off a bridge." I said laughed, "Oh hush. You get me whenever you want." She said slapping me lightly, "Ah that right! I do!" I said smiling, "Tonight." She whispered in my ear.

hey guys!! sorry about not updating lately, ive been super busy with school since its almost the end of my semester. thank you all for being so patient with me. i will try to update more often (hoping to update every night or every 2 days) anyway, this is kinda just a filler chapter for big things coming! also thank you for 1k views!!