secret love

aint it funny how life changes

saturday
august 2nd
9:30 am

KATES POV:
I woke up at 9:30 to the smell of bacon and pancakes coming from the kitchen, Patrick of course making breakfast for Ellen and Tal. Eric was still next to me, asleep. I got up, put on my robe and walked out to the living room and sat with Tal. "Wheres El?" I asked, "Bathroom, throwing up, laying on the floor. She doesnt feel good. Been in there for about an hour." Patrick said, "Oh shit. Shoot! I mean shoot! Sorry Tal." I said, Talula and Patrick giggled, "Should i go check on her?" I asked, "If you want." Patrick said, i went to their bathroom and Knocked on the door. "Come in" I heard her say, I opened up the door and walked in to see her laying on towels on the floor right next to the toilet. "How you feelin?" I asked, "Shitty. Feel like absolute shit." Ellen said with a smile, "Do you want me to get you anything? Water?" I asked, "Water would be nice." She said, "Ill be right back."

PATRICKS POV:
"What did she say?" I asked, "Wants water." Kate said, "Here how about you flip this Pancake, theyre done after that, ill go bring it to her." I said, "Ok" Kate said. I filled up a big glass of water and walked into the bathroom, "Still not feeling great?" I said, "Mhmmm" Ellen said, she was half asleep, "Wanna move to the bed?" I asked, "I feel like if i move i will throw up." Ellen said, "Fair enough. Heres your water." I said, "Thanks." she said as she sat up and grabbed it, "Why do you think youre sick?" I asked, "Probably just a bug from work. I hope none of you get it. Itll be gone in a few days." She said, "Want me to stay in here?" I asked, "Maybe for a little bit." She said with a smile and a wink. So thats what i did, i layed on the floor next to her, and i played with her hair, and rubbed her back. She slept, then got up to throw up, I was there to hold her hair back, fell back asleep, it was an on and off game. I felt so terrible, i hated seeing her sick, she rarely got sick but when she did.. it hit her like a bus. We layed on that floor for hours. Not even sure what time we ended up getting up. Kate and Eric took Talula out to do something fun all day and i layed with my Ellie because i know these moments dont last forever. I blew up a thin twin sized air matress on the floor in the bathroom so she didnt have to lay on towels, got her more water and some crackers to snack on. She looked miserable.

ELLENS POV:
"Can you move me into the bed?" I asked Patrick at what ended up being 11:30 at night. "Of course." He scooped me up like a baby and took me to the bed, he pulled back the sheets and i layed down, he layed down next to me and turned on the tv. Greys Anatomy was on... sometimes i liked watching myself! I dozed back off to sleep but tossed and turned all night. Patrick ended up going to sleep on the couch because of how uncomfortable i was.

I woke up at 8:45 to a note on my night stand.
"Goodmorning El... Took Talula to the park on the beach this morning, Kate and Eric are on set and they changed all the scenes with you in it tomorrow... i know you hate working on sundays ;) I hope you feel better soon my love."
He was the sweetest. That mustve not even been that long ago. I felt so much better this morning, still kinda nauseous but nothing a tums cant fix. I got up and went to make myself some breakfast, i grabbed some lucky charms out of the cabinet and then the milk out of the fridge. Cereal before milk.. obviously! I sat down and opened up my phone but then heard a knock at the door. Patrick tells me to never open the door when hes not home but i just had to look out the window. I made my way over to the window where only i could see out and they couldnt see in. It was a tall guy with sunglasses on in all black. I called Patrick right away because i had no idea who that was and was honestly a little scared. "Hey pat. Can you come home... like right now?" I said, "Yes ellen but whats wrong? Did something happen?" Patrick said, "theres a guy standing outside the front door in all black and im still not feeling good. I dont even know how he got past the gate." I said, "Ill be right there El. Ill be there in 2 minutes. Stay on the phone with me ok?" Patrick said, "Ok. What should i do? Just sit around?" I said, "Ill be there in 2 minutes. Go sit in Kates bathroom because it has no windows. Im pulling up in like 30 seconds." Patrick said, "Make sure Tal stays in the car would you?" I said, "Obviously. Im opening the gate now and you should see my car." Patrick said, "I see you. Bye."

Patricks POV:
"Hey man, you looking for someone?" I said as i approached the man at the front door, "Hi, is Eric Dane here by any chance? His wife served him divorce papers and put all his stuff out on the corner." The guy said, "Hes at work right now, but i can give you the address if you want." I said, "She gave the address, but told me to check her first just incase. Thank you for your time." He said and left. I got Tal out of the car and went to go find Ellen in Kates bathroom. There she was, throwing up like she has been for what seems like an eternity. "How you doing love?" I asked, "Not good. Not good at all." She said. I sat there and held her hair back and all these thoughts ran through my head. "Is she really that sick?" "Does she need to go to the doctor" "is she pregnant?" And i couldnt help but wonder most about if she was pregnant. We had been trying i think, but not exclusively. After about 10 minutes i got up. "Hey El, im gonna go run to the store quick, just the one on the corner, ill be gone 5 minutes. Tal is having quiet time in her room and you just stay where you're comfortable ok?" I said, "Ok, dont drive too fast. And buckle up. Love you." She said, "Love you too." I said and i went out ot my car and left. I went into the store on the corner and walked in and bought 3 different pregnancy tests, some of her favorite juices and a new blanket for her. I checked out and no one asked questions even though i could tell they all recognized me. I got back in my car and headed back home.

I pulled into our driveway and got out right away. I walked to our bathroom where she had moved to. "Ell honey, i want you to take these. And we will sit here and wait." I said and handed her the tests. And one by one, she peed on that damn stick that tells you that your life is going to change forever. One of them was digital, and 2 showed the lines. 2 lines meant pregnant, one line meant wasnt. "Patty im scared. What if im not." She said, "well if youre not, we get to have tons of fun continuing to try." I said, "True... i just wish things wouldve gone the way we wanted last time. Im so excited for this journey. Wether im pregnant or not.. anything with you is worth it." She said, and as she finished, the digital test beeped indicating it was ready. "Ready?" I asked, "Ready." She said...

Ellens POV:
"3...2...1..." we both said and flipped it over. "Patrick." I said as i stared at him dead straight in the eyes, "Ellen." He said with a huge smile on his face, "you, youre going to be a mom. To our baby." He said and he laughed, we both sat and laughed, and cried tears of joy. And laughed some more. Suddenly, all this sickness was worth it. "I cannot believe this. I cant at all. This is mind blowing" i said. "Ellen we are gonna be parents.. again!!" He said, "maybe we should announce at our wedding, that way we can get in 1 or 2 appoitmentsb and see how far along i am." I said, "sounds perfect to me. What day do you think you want to go in for an appointment?" Patrick asked, "as soon as possible. Tomorrow if that works." I said, "ill call." He said and he picked up his phone and dialed the OB-GYN office. "Hi yes id like to make an appoitnment for Ellen Pompeo, for tomorrow at 8am if thats possible?" He said, there was a long pause. "Ok perfect, thank you, see you then." He said, "tomorrow morning at 8am we will be there." He said, "perfect. Thank you so much." I said, "No ellen, thank you. Obviously we couldnt have all this without you." He said, all i did was blush and smile and he looked at me like i was the only think that mattered on earth, besides our children of course.

Oh my god guys its been terribly long since ive written. I got logged out of my account and havent been able to get back in. Im sure this wont get alot of attention and i bet alot of people have stopped following along because i stopped writing. But if youre still here thank you for being patient! I will try hard to be more consistant and always feel free to either comment your ideas or private message me!!