secret love

how beautiful is it that we exist

friday
august 1st
9:30 pm

Ellens POV:
We had been planning to talk wedding since the day we got engaged, but with the busy 4 yr old and work and all that crazy stuff. He just went to put Tal to bed and tonight we are gonna start planning. But where do we even start? Location of wedding? Colors? Photographer? Guests? It was crazy. "Alright. Im ready." He said excitedly as we sat down at the kitchen island, "Ok, where do we even start. Im so confused." I said as he poured us glasses of wine, "Well i think saturday would be best. Maybe some time in september." He said, i grabbed the Calendar and looked for the nearest Saturday, "We could do the 9th?" I said, "Sounds perfect to me." He said as he dried off wet dishes. "Where do we want to have it?" I asked, "Anywhere i can absolutely rock your world in bed afterwards." He said with a smirk, I just gave him a smile and tilted my head to the side, a look that drove him crazy. I could tell just thinking about it he was getting excited. "So ive been looking at some venues. This one is on a mountain that overlooks the beach." I said, "Ellen, it sounds perfect. You pick what you want. I will be the happiest man on earth either way. Shit i get to marry you. The person ive been in love with since the day i laid eyes on her, you think i care about the view? Youre the only view i care about, and from what i can see right now, youre perfect and will always be." He said, "I love you!" I said with a giggle as i got up and ran over to him on the other side of the Island, we had some slow music playing, it was our favorite, we i hugged him and didnt let go, we swayed back and forth. he ended up picking me up like a toddler, with my legs and arms wrapped around him and my head resting on his shoulder. I lifted my head up, looked at him, ruffled his hair and kissed him. Ive never been more in love. I rested my head back on his shoulder and he whispered in my ear, "Hey what do you say we... ya know." I looked up at him with a smile, and we ran to the bed. He layed me down, closed the door and started tucking my hair behind my ears, "Shower?" He asked, "You know it." I said, we both got undressed and turned on the steamy shower. We got in and he pressed my back up agaisnt the cold tile wall, his tongue BEGGING for entrace, his hands made their way down my body and then back up, they found my hair. I could feel him hard as a rock against me, he lifted me up and begged for entrance. I started kissing down his neck and collerbone which drove him crazy. I could feel him on the verge of finishing, me on the same page. "Oh- my god." I said, he went faster and faster. That man really knew what he was doing. "holyyy" He said, i could feel it warm inside of me.

He started to soap up my hair with my lavender shampoo. I started to soap up his with the same, he said he was too manly to have that scent but deep down i knew he had a soft spot for it. "I love you." i mouthed, "I love you more" He replied back. We turned on the shower, put on our robes and dried off then i put on his t-shirt and a pair of old shorts. He slept in Flannel Pajama pants and thats it. We turned on our favorite show, Criminal Minds. We are really good friends with AJ and Matthew, and they're in the same spot we were last year. In love and they dont even realize it. I layed my head on his shoulder and slowly dozed off.

I woke up to Kate tapping my shoulder at 3:30 in the morning. Bitch doesnt sleep. "Ellen, i think somebody is at the door. Wake up." She said, "Wake up Patrick i cant take down a murderer. Who is it?" I asked, "I cant see i just got an alert from the motion detector." She said, Patrick woke up and went to go check. "Patrick be quiet dont startle them, i heard Kate whisper because she went with him to see, "Kate its Eric. You stupid fuck." Patrick laughed, "Hey eric how are you?" Patrick opened the door trying to cover up his laugh, "Sorry, Kate thought you were a murderer." He said, "Im ok. Is it okay if i just crash on your couch. Ill be gone by 7, before your daughter wakes up, i promise." Eric said, "Of course. Stay as long as you want, nobody cares. Ill go get you a pillow and some blankets. Kate, go to bed." Patrick said, "Thank you so much." He said, i got him me and ellens old bed comforter and a pillow from tals bed. Unicorn sheets. "Lovely sheets on the pillows right?" Patrick asked, "Just the best." Eric replied, "Water or whatever you need is in the fridge. Make yourself at home. Goodnight." He said, "Thank you Pat goodnight." Eric said again.

Patrick walked back into our room and shut the door, "It was just eric nothing to be worried about." Patrick said, "Ok. Love you." I said, "Love you too." He said before we crashed hard.

Kates POV:
I tip toed down the hallway and caught eric just before he fell asleep. "Eric, come in my bed, its more comfortable. No touchy touchy. Just friends who sleep in the same bed." I said, "He shrugged his shoulders and came with me. We layed down and talked for hours. "So whats going on." I asked, "My wife kicked me out because shes a crazy drunk and cheated on me and i caught her." He said, "Oh im sorry about that. Sounds like Patricks Ex." I said, "Yea no wonder they are bestfriends. Jill was over the other night and she acts like none of this even happened. They talked shit about ellen for hours but Jill doesnt even care that she abandoned her own kid. It's ridiculous." Eric said, "Oh my god what did they say?" I asked, "Just called her a whore and talking about how Talula know only knows ellen as a mom not Jill and shit like that." Eric said, "Well if Jill just leaves her what else is she supposed to know about having a mom?" I said, "Exactly! Shes batshit crazy. They both are. I just want to divorce her."  He said, "Dont get too worked up about it. Youre tired, just go to sleep." I said and i started playing with his hair, i wasnt sure if he liked it but it always put me to sleep so why not try. He was out within minutes so finally i could sleep. Good thing none of us have shit to do tomorrow.

I woke up only after 2 hours, its was still dark outside. But i had the weirdest dream. It Ellen and Patrick, standing infront of their new house with another 2 of their own kids running around in the backyard + Ellen very pregnant, me the same. We were due within weeks of eachother. Which was weird, i was told i couldnt have kids. Patrick was of course waiting on her hand and foot like the good husband he is. It looked like 2 boys and tal running around but honestly i wasnt sure. I just know ellen was the most beautiful pregnant woman ever, me on the other hand... HOT. MESS.

HI GUYS
this chapter is kinda all over the place but like its cool i guess anyways drop suggestjons bc im like having a block rn and i cant think of shiz