secret love

i believe in us

{2 weeks later} Monday, May 16th, 7:15am

Ellens POV:
We started work back up today, we still hadnt told anybody at work about our relationship. It would be the 1st episode of season 3, Kates new show would be starting soon but she would still be on Greys for a little longer. Tal was in New York with Jill, "Ready?" Patrick asked with a smile as i was packing my stuff up in the bathroom, "Yep!" I said, "Kate are you ready?" Patrick yelled, "Be there in a sec!" Kate said. We got into the car and Kate came out a few minutes later and stumbled into the car, "Took ya long enough." I said, "Sorry! I overslept." Kate said, we sat in awkward silence for a while until Kate spoke up, "So are you guys finally gonna tell people yall are screwing eachother orrrr??" Kate said, "Lets just see how it all goes down today, if people are starting to notice something by the end of the week, then maybe." Patrick said, "Bokay" Kate said, we all laughed , "Kate. That is the dumbest word ive ever heard. You have got to stop saying that!" I said with a laugh, "What its funny! Bokay bokay." Kate said. All i could do was laugh at her. That was legit the dumbest word i've ever heard. Patrick grabbed my hand with his free hand from driving, his touch calmed me so much. I turned to look at him, he looked at me and mouthed 'damn youre sexy' silently, so kate wouldnt make fun of us, 'oh shut up' i mouthed back with a giggle. We pulled into the parking lot at work and went to our trailers. Me and Patrick shared one so we were always together. As soon as we got in, he pushed me up against the wall and started kissing me. We had a nice make-out session for like 5 minutes, we both pulled away knowing it was time to go to hair and make-up, "I needed that." He said with a laugh, "Me too." I said out of breath.

Patricks POV:
We went to hair and makeup together, we always were in the same room for hair and makeup. Would they notice anything? "Do you think theyll notice?" I asked Ellen, "No, but if they do, we tell then to keep it a secret." Ellen said. We got into the hair and makeup area and Sandra and Justin were already in there earlier then us, we sat in the chairs next to eachother and just zoned out on our phones, she kept hitting my leg with her foot and winking smiling at me. Her smile made my days 10x better. All I wanted to do every second of every day was stare at her. She was beautiful inside and out and if somebody wasn't able to see that they were blind. Was it possible to be absouletly obsessed with somebody? Because i think i am. "If im seeing what i think im seeing, youre screwed." Sandra said in my ear as she left. Shit, she knows. I opened my phone to text Ellen.
P- I think sandra knows
E- what? How?
P- Just obvious i guess.
E- Shit. Ill talk to her and deny it.

Ellens POV:
Did i even want to deny it? No. But i had to, for our careers. I want everyone to know that i love this man, so much. More then i can even explain. Its like i havent been breathing real air since i met him. Sandra knows I like him, but she doesnt know our story. We're very close, but me and Kate are closer. Thats why Kate knows everything. "Hey Sandra." I said catching up to her as i got out of hair and makeup, "I know youre screwing McDreamy." She said, "Im not. I promise. Me and him are just friends. Hes having a hard time right now." I said, even tho, i just had sex with him last night, and the night before that, and for the last week ive been trying to figure out the right time to tell him i love him, out loud. "You sure?" Sandra said, "Positive. Wouldnt lie about it." I said. Even though i was lying straight to her poor face. "I trust you, but i still have a feeling youre lying." She said giving me her sneaky eyes, i just laughed and walked away. I saw Patrick so i went to go talk to him, "Hey! Sandra still thinks im lying to her but i think i got it figured out." I said with a smile, "Well, you are lying!" He said with a smile as he brushed my hair out of my face. "What do you say about dinner tonight, me and you, that rooftop restaurant on the beach?" He said with a smile, "I would love to." I said giving him a hug.

Patricks POV:
"Ready to go guys?" I asked Ellen and Kate, "Yep." Ellen said as she walked out the trailer going to the car, "Kate you get 5 minutes." I said as i left to go get in the car, "We have dinner at 6:30, so we can be home by 8 ish." I said to Ellen, "Sounds perfect." She said with a big smile. After a couple minutes, Kate got in the car and we left. We drove in silence until Kate says one of her bullshit words she makes up, "Bokay." Kate says in the backseat to herself, "Kate i swear to god i will take your voice box out myself." Ellen said laughing, "Itll grow on you El. Youll be saying it in no time." She said with a laugh, "How about you stop saying it so our daughter doesnt start saying it!" I said laughing, *SHIT PATRICK. What the hell are you thinking "our daughter" what if ellen doesnt even want kids? what if she doesnt think of talula as a daughter?*

Ellens POV:
Did he just say "Our Daughter"? Will he let me be Tals mom? Thats all ive ever wanted since they got divorced, is to be her mom. I know she still has a real mom, but i want to be her mom too. Ill be her future siblings mom why cant I be hers? I guess its up to Talula to decide, and i think itll come up in a conversation sooner or later. I love that little girl with all my heart and love her dad even more. They are my everything. I grabbed Patricks hand and squeezed it, we made eye contact and i gave him a big smile. I was so happy he said that and i think he kinda freaked out when he did, but that smile let him know it was okay. It was great. "You two just cant have any fun!" Kate said, "No, we just dont want you saying 'bokay'" I said laughing, "SEE! You said it!! Its growing on you!" Kate said, "I didnt mean it like that! You know i didnt you dumbass!!" I said laughing at her, "You two bicker like nobodies business." Patrick said laughing at both of us.

hey guys!! its 4:59 am as we speak, ive literally been writing this chapter since last night. like a whole day and a half, anyway, i hope you liked it! thank you!