secret love

I found love where it wasnt supposed to be

LATER THAT NIGHT
july 2oth

Ellens POV:
"Not pregnant." I said as i looked at him, "Thats okay El. Not our time yet." He said, "Right. Just not ready for us yet i guess." I said with a slight frown, we werent trying to get pregnant at all, but i wouldve been over the moon if i was. "Come with me" he said as he got up and grabbed his sweatshirt, "Where are we going?" I said as he grabbed my hand and took me out the front door, "Just wait and see." He said as we walked down the street lit sidewalk of our Malibu neighborhood. "Patty where are we going!" I asked as we turned the corner and walked down the hill, he didnt answer. We got to the bottom of the hill and he took me down a trail that led to the beach, my hair was flowing in the wind and we looked at eachother and just smiled as we continued to walk. We sat down only about 5 feet from the nearest wave and he just looked at me. He looked at me like i was the only thing that mattered in this world, and to him, i was. "When i found you...." He said, i looked at him and we made the deepest eye contact no one could break, "When i found you, i felt a sense of completion. Like my life was complete. I didnt need anything else, except you. You were what made me realize i was worth so much more then what i had been getting. You make me feel worthy, and loved, and all the things i never thought i would get to feel, but i have because of you. Ive been waiting for you my whole life, and the second i laid eyes on you i knew i was done waiting. I knew i had found the person that i belong with for the rest of my life. Shit i couldve married you right then and there. But i..." He said as tears swelled up in his eyes, and so did mine, "But i, god i just love you so much. And i know we havent been together for that long, but it feels like its been a million years. Time stops when im with you. Youre the kindest, most beautiful and compassionate young woman i have ever met. You treat me and our daughter with more respect then i could ever take in and process. Oh and talk about an amazing business woman?!! You do your job like no other. No one else can top you. No body. And i need you to remember that okay?" He said as he stroked the side of my face and wiped a tear, "Nobody can be you better then you can." He stood up, started reaching in his pocket, got down on one knee and said "Now, Ellen Kathleen Pompeo, will you make me the happiest man on earth and marry me already." He opened up the box to the most beautiful ring i have ever seen.

My hand immediately flew to my mouth and tears started pouring out if my eyes, "YES!!" I yelled at the top of my lungs so the whole world could hear me. He picked me up, twirled me in the bright moonlight as my dress flared up because of the wind. And in that moment, while he was still holding me and spinning, it started to rain. We just laughed, and in that moment our lips met, effortlessly. Ive kissed alot of guys, lots. But in that moment, i was kissing my future husband. My fiance. He put me down and we joint hands and just started to run in the rain, we looked at eachother with the biggest smiles and ran, like an adrenaline rush. He scooped me up in his arms again, ran back to our spot and layed down his jacket for us to lay on. I layed on his arm that he stretched out behind my neck and we watched the stars until we fell asleep.

We listened to the waves, and it drowned out every other sound. It cleaned out every wound. I woke up in my bed, which was weird. We fell asleep on the beach. "Patrick?" I yelled, i looked over to my clock, it was 9:30?? Call time was at 10! "PATRICK?" I yelled again, he came running, "Sorry! Sorry! I was making breakfast and i didnt hear you!" He said as he sat at the end of the bed, "Call time is at 10 what are you doing?" I said, "They pushed it back to 11. Today is going to be a light day and we will probably be done by 2. Kate brought Tal to school and is also picking her up. And then after work we are going to go shopping." He said, and then he laughed, "What are you laughing at?" I asked, "Your hair." He chuckled. "Oh hush!" I said as i got up and put my robe on and walked out to the kitchen. He had made me french toast. "Thank you." I said to him with a hug and a kiss, "Youre welcome." He said. I ate my food, got in the shower and blow dried my hair. He had my outfit picked out for me already, it was what i was planning to wear anyway, how did he know? "Ready to go?" He asked as i put my shoes on, "Ready." I said. We walked out to the garage, got in his car and drove off to work.

I was gonna wait for people at work to see my ring, just let them notice on their own, "Do you thing people will notice?" I asked, "Notice what?" He asked, "My ring." I said, "Im sure Sandra, Kate and maybe Justin will. But probably not anyone else because you have to take it off to shoot anyway." He said, "True. We still have to tell kate! Shit! She takes our kid to school and we cant tell her about an engagement" I laughed, he laughed back, "She knew i was going to do it soon, but she didnt know exactly what day. I like to keep her on her toes." He laughed, "I think me and Tal already do enough of that also." I laughed, we pulled into the lot and went into our trailer, i was so anxious about the engagement getting out to the media. I didnt want there to be any drama between me and his Ex-Wife, but its hollywood. Of course there would be. I wanted to wait atleast a week to open up to the media. But would that happen? Probably not!!

HEY GUYS,
sorry for the so long awaited new chapters. ik its been a while and i totally apologize. ive been so busy and i guess thats not an excuse because i know ive been able to update regularly in the past, but i went back to school and all this stuff happened and blah blah blah, anyway, enough about that. what do you guys want to see in these upcoming chapters? i have some ideas but not enough to create some new chapters!!
thank you all for the support.
-a