secret love

hold me like im more than just a friend

                                  later that night
                                may 1st, 9:30pm

Patricks POV:
We stumbled in the house after we had dinner and drinks on the beach, it was so romantic. Kate and Talula were both asleep which gave us a clear path to the bedroom. "Mm El." I said rubbing my hands up and down her body as we walked to the bedroom, I bit her bottom lip as we kissed, I layed her on the bed and kissed her neck. I unzipped her dress and pulled it off slowly, trying to anticipate her. I unclasped her bra and took her breasts in my hand, "Oh- Paddy-" She said in a moan.

Ellens POV:
He knew the right spots for me. I could feel his erection through his pants, begging to get inside me. I got down and unzipped his pants with my teeth, then got to his boxers and slid them off slowly. Just to tease him. He turned me around, put me back on the bed and unzipped my pants. He caressed his fingers up my legs and up my side giving me chills. He started kissing my neck and I started to lick and moan in his ear. That drove him crazy. "Stop teasing me!" I yelled in a laugh, his cock entered me and i went straight to heaven. That man knew what he was doing.

Patricks POV:
"Faster Paddy!" Ellen yelled as i picked up my pace, i could feel her walls tightening and knew she was about to cum. "Paddy... Im gonna.." She said out of breath. "Ellie oh god youre so sexy." I said in her ear, "Youre so good do this to me all the time." She said in my ear. When i finished, i fell to the side sweaty and out of breath. "Holy-" Ellen said, "That was-" I said, "Amazing." Ellen said. "You have permission to do that to me whenever you want." Ellen said, all i did was laugh, "Oh i will definitely take advantage of that." I said laughing."Im gonna go shower.." She said, "And im gonna join." I said following her.

Ellens POV:
As soon as we got into the steamy hot shower, he pushed me up against the cold shower wall and kissed me, his tongue just begging for entrance. My hands found his hair and started running through it. His hands slid up and down my body grabbing my ass every chance he could. I rubbed his shoulders which drove him insane. I ran my hands up and down his torso and he kissed up and down my neck. "God Ellen you are-" He said taking a break from kissing me. We stopped after a while, i grabbed my lavender shampoo and ran it through his dark brown hair. He loved it when i washed his hair, he washed golden blonde hair also. We stuck our foreheads together and just looked into eachothers eyes. I knew in that exact moment, that i needed to stop doubting myself about marrying him. In that moment i knew that i was going to marry him, no ifs whats or buts. I knew it.

Patricks POV:
I felt a spark go through me as i looked into her greenish/blue eyes, "Im gonna marry you." I said to her in a whisper, "And im gonna marry you." She replied. We just stood under the hot water, and hugged. We stayed tangled in eachothers arms until that water got cold. We got out, put on our robes and went and layed in bed. She snuggled her head into my chest and fell asleep immediately. I played with her hair until i fell asleep. God i was so in love. Like a little teenage boy. We woke at 9am to breakfast already made for us by Talula and Kate. "Wow! Are you poisining us Tal? Auntie Kate would never make breakfast for us." Ellen said laughing, "Actually it was Aunt Kates idea." Talula said eating her home made cinnamon roll, "Oh wow Kate. Improving i see!" Ellen said, "She wouldnt poisen Tal i think were good El." I said touching her but, she gave me the "Dont stop i love this" look, "Maybe i would poison you for keeping me up all night! But i guess we'll never know..." Kate said, "Oops. Sorry about that." I said to kate with a little laugh, "We had lots of fun." Ellen said looking to me with a smirk, "Oh sounded like it." Kate said. We all sat down at the table and ate our breakfast. We would all be going back to work next week, would everyone find out about me and Ellen? Shonda would be PISSED. What if she fires us? She cant fire us can she? We run that show.

Ellens POV:
After breakfast, me and Patrick went back to my room, and turned on the tv. I saw that the grinch was playing, my favorite christmas movie. I was always living in december. Even in May. "Can we watch it?" I asked, "If thats what your little heart desires.. then yes." Patrick said. I layed my hand across his chest and rested my head on his shoulder as his arm wrapped around my body. Only about 10 minutes into the movie Talula came crawling in too. This was her favorite movie too. We all snuggled up in my bed and watched our all time favorite movie. I could get used to this. Maybe i already am.
After we finished the movie, it was time for Talula to go back to Jills. "Im gonna drop her off quick and ill be right back." Patrick said, "Bye T! See you in a couple days. Love you." I said giving Talula a hug, "Bye Ellie! Love you." Talula said giving me a kiss. I watched them pull out of the driveway then i went to Kates room. "Okay give me juicy details." Kate said, "I thought you were mad?" I said confused, "No i just have to act like an ignorant bitch infront of Patrick so he thinks i havent gone soft." She said laughing, "It was probably some of the best ive had in my life. It was- Mind blowing. Like. Imagine you having the best sex ever with the hottest person who is also amazing at sex. But then multiply that by 10." I said, "Holy. Shit! It was that good?" Kate said surprised, "Oh yea. Everyone who hasnt had some of that is missing out. But im not willing to share soo..." I said, "Lucky! I want some good sex." Kate said, "That Chris O'Donnell guy seems pretty interested in you.." I said, "Oh GOD NO." Kate said, all i did was laugh. He was an absolute BITCH to work with and we all knew it. Even shonda did yet she still hired him.

hey guys!! its literally 5:30 in the morning and i should most definitely be asleep. but, i decided to write instead. what would you guys like to see in the next few chapters? thanks for all the support!!❤️❤️