secret love

im sure were taller in another dimension

friday
july 21st
2:30 pm

Patricks POV:
"Has anyone noticed it yet?" I whispered as we both just got off set, "No but be quite because Chandra is trailing behind us." She said quickly before Chandra interrupted, "Oh hey yall! Hows it going?" She asked, "Good, good. How about you?" Ellen asked as she fondeled with her ring, Chandra looked down but didnt say anything about it, "Good for me too. Hows it going at the house for you guys and little Tal? She ready to be a big sister?" Chandra asked, Ellen spit out her coke, "Um- what-" Ellen said, "No no no i mean like will she be ready if the time ever comes?" Chandra asked, "Oh yea! For sure! Big sister material!" Ellen said awkwardly, "Ellen ill be at the trailer in a sec why dont you go there?" I said, "Gladly." She said and stormed off to the trailer, "Dont tell anyone about the ring, we are trying to keep it a secret." I said, "Secret safe with me." She said, "Thank you." I said as i walked off to the trailer.

"Its all good Ells dont worry about her." I said, "She wont tell right?" She asked, "Nope." I said, "Good." She said as she stared at the diamond. "Ready to go shop?" I asked as i reached out for my hand to grab hers, "Ready." She said with a slight smile, i could tell she was very nervous to go out, the ring, the engagment, the pregnancy scare. Shit'll scare the shit out of you. We approached my car and of course i opened the door for her, stroked the side of her face and tilted her chin to look at me, "Ellie. Everything will be ok." I said, i could see the tears swell up in her eyes. She needed to be reassured. Honestly, i think she really was hoping for a baby. So was i. We werent trying to get pregnant, but god i cant wait until one of OUR little goblins is running around one day. "I love you, you know that?" I said, "I love you too. More than youll ever know." She said, i gave her a wink and went to my side of the car, got in, started it and left. "I think we need to get you a pair of Lululemon shorts, what do you say about that Paddy?" She said, "Ah hell no. Im not wearing that preppy shit." I said with a laugh, "Yea you say that yet you wear Aviator Nation." She said, "Well you decorated our whole house like its a pottery barn store. I dont wanna hear you talk." I said laughing, "Yes! And im proud of it!" She laughed, "In conclusion, youre getting Lululemon, im getting a new candle holder from pottery barn, deal?" She said, "What even is the point of a candle holder?" I said, "To hold your candles, duh?" She said, "Doesnt the table do that?" I asked, "Yes." She said, "Then why do we need another?" I asked, "We just do. Deal with it." She laughed. We pulled into the mall parking lot, i parked, got out, opened her door and we walked into the mall holding hands, "Where to first?" I asked, "Oo we should go into Athleta for Talula!" She said, "Ok" I said, we walked in and something already caught her eye, she LOVES shopping for Talula, and i mean LOVES. It was these purple and blue dotted shorts, "she will love these." she said and put them in the bucket. Talula had some addiction to athletic wear just like Ellen. Women are w e i r d. She saw this little athletic shirt that was blue, then these light purple leggings, a pair of camo shorts, a pink shirt ANOTHER pair of blue leggings. That was it, but damn. "She will love it." She said with a smile, Ellen and Talula always went shopping together. "El do you want anything from here?" I asked, "No, i looked around a bit and didnt find anything." She said. After we got out of Athleta, next was to Lululemon. I just sent her in with my credit car and i sat in a massage chair until she was done. She came out with three t-shirts, Grey, Navy blue and Camo green. 2 Align leggings, Sage green and Purple, align joggers in black and then 2 pairs of shorts for me, black and grey. "Potter barn next?" I asked, "You know it." She said, i put my hand on her ass just like a fiance would and she giggled. "This looks like a cool candle holder." I said, "Thats not a candle holder, thats a tea cup plate." She said, "Jeez this shit is fancy." I said, she laughed, we ended up getting her candle holder and a bed-set for our bed, sheets, pillows, duvet, comforter, throw blankets, throw pillows, the whole 9 yards. "Is that all you want El?" I asked, "Thats it. Weve been here for almost 4 hours, its already 6:45" She said, "Holy shit we gotta go!" I said, we left the mall and got in my white Porsche and drove home.

We pulled into our driveway and the outside lights were on, i loved looking at houses during sunsets, i love when people leave their outside lights on. It makes it feel so cozy.

Ellens POV:
"Tal! I got you some stuff!" I said as i walked in the front door, she came running. "What is it! What is it?" She asked, I showed her all the stuff and she was so happy, "Thank you!" she said with a big hug, "You're Welcome!" I said and i gave her a hug, "Hey tal why dont you go get in the shower then we can have some dessert?" I said, she went running to the shower. Kate came out of her room and to the living room, "What. The hell. Is that." She said as she looked at my hand, "Suprise!!" Me and patrick said, "Dont be mad we didnt tell you... we wanted to wait until you realized because we thought it would be funny." I said, "Mad? Im not mad!! Congratulations!!" She said with a big smile and a group hug with me and Patrick, "Thank you!" I said. We talked about how he proposed and i heard that Tals shower still wasnt running, "Im gonna go check on her really quick." I said and i went to her room, "Hey Talula, watcha doin?" I said as i approached her bathroom, and there she was, knee deep in my makeup with Lipstick on her eyelids and mascara on her eyebrows, "Oh my god. Tal!! You were supposed to be in the shower!" I said, "I know, but i got bored." She said, "Take your clothes off and get in please!" I said as i laughed looking at the makeup job she did, she started to cry, "Whats wrong baby?" I asked, "Youre mad." She said, "Oh honey. Im not mad at all. How about tomorrow i go out and get you some of your own play makeup." I said, "Yea" She said through the sniffles, "Ok,  the shower is warm, hop in then we can have some ice cream ok?" I said, "Ok." She said. I couldnt wait to be her official step mom. She was more special to me then anything in the world and i want to show her what having a real, good mom looks like.

hi guys!!
like i said, trying to update more regularly now getting back on track. is there anything yall wanna see in the next few chapters?
thank you!!