Where You Belong :: junhao

WYB :: 12

*minghao*

"you want to dance?"

i wipe my tears immediately after hearing that familiar voice on my left side. good thing that the tears werent that swelling enough so he probably wont notice that i was crying.

i shook my head. "im not a dancer."

"you sure?"

i looked down and heave a sighed. my gripped on both of my hands tightened. i felt like i was a kid who got caught lying to my parents or caught hidding something from them. i swallowed hard before i looked up and i saw my peripheral vision that junhui was looking at the dance floor in front of us. nandito na naman sya. nagkita na naman kami.

"you can dance, haoi. no ones stopping you from doing it." his voice was so soft like he was giving advices to some kids who did something wrong.

i shook my head. "m-mingminㅡ"

"it reminded you of him?" i heard him clicked his tongue and he folded his both arms on his chest level. "just for once minghao do something that could make you happy by your own."

"its not like that." i was still shaking my head side to side as i wipe my tears who flew once again. "i mean. . its not like what you think. it isnt that way."

i know what he was thinking. i knew that he thought that it reminded me of him... in a romantic way pero hindi yun ganon. it will never be like that because it was way more painful than those good memories. being reminded by how worthless you are, how horrible you are as a dancer and how it embarrassed him. it was very traumatic on my part that it made me suffocated. i do really want to forget him. . gusto ko na syang kalimutan.

my sobbed became loud once i felt my heart was shrinking and breaking into tiny pieces again. i covered my face using my both hands so that no one could see me and i wont feel mortified after. . but my sobbed stops as my eyes widened when i felt a hand on the back of my head, leaning me closer to him until i found myself being hugged by someone. . by junhui.

the beat of my heart beat was so fast like it could jumped out of my chest, mostly when i felt his both arms wrapping around my upper body, hugging me more tighter. i couldnt feel anything right now just the voltages enough to sent shivers down through my spine along with the thing inside my stomach! i just. . stilled on my spot with a hanging sobbed na hindi ko na natuloy! his hand on my back was so soft like he was hugging a baby! and to the way he caressed it to comfort me!

i felt like. . i was being taking care of! the warmth of his body enough to make me feel like. . i was in another dimension. another dimension that no one could hurt me. the dimension where i feel. . i belong.