Where You Belong :: junhao

WYB :: 71

*minghao*

liu yangyang: gege, tita jiang said you should attend your schoolings first before going here. she wont let you in if you came here early :)

i rolled my eyes and threw my phone on the bed as i brushed my both palms into my face, getting irritated as why they werent allowing me to go to where my boyfried was right now but instead, i need to follow what they wanted for me first before anything else. bakit kasi hindi nalang nila ako payagan diba?! my boyfriend was way more important than my schooling or my grades right now! and yeah, up until now im still wasnt aware kung anong meron kay junhui!

yangyang had told me last night that he was now okay and was already transferred on his private room but he still needs to stay at the hospital for weeks since the doctors and nurses had to check junhui's breathings and health first. i was really forcing chenle and yangyang to tell me whats going on and what exactly happend but none of them answered me directly to what im asking. they always trying to dropped or changing the topic or kung hindi naman, hindi na sila magrereply. i was getting confuse, irritated at the same time pissed.

i am the boyfriend yet i was the one who're clueless about his situations!

junhui didnt told me anything about it and i dont want to jumped in conlusions. yeah, i was still holding back to that thoughts and predictions that came in my mind last night up until now. hindi padin ako naniniwala na may ganon nga sya. . but being reminded to the way i saw the regimen before, how his wrist watch rang around before dark, the foods he only needs to eat, and even the way he was telling me that i was making him hard to breathe. . pero ayokong maniwala.

i wont believe unless junhui told me so and the only thing i was believing to right now was, he doesnt have anything thats on my mind. wala syang sakit. that he was healthy. . that he was fine.

it was already almost seven in the morning when i decided to clean myself and attend schools instead of going and stay to where my boyfriend was right now. but i couldnt now that even junhui's parents doesnt want me to go there unless i attended school. i was wondering if junhui told them that. after cleaning myself though, i dont have any energy to do it, i wore my engineering uniform and stared in the mirror seeing nothing but my reflection. my eyes went down to my polo. . just a few more months myungho, you'll be finally free.

after fixing myself, i went out of my room to reached for my kitchen but when i remember that i dont have any appetite to eat right now, bumalik nalang ulit ako sa salas at naghintay nang oras. my class starts at eight and i wanted to be late for the first time though, there's still twenty minutes before the first subject. i fished out my phone then i went to my gallery to see and stared at the photos that served as the memory of how magical it felt like yesterday. . the moment it felt so surreal and ethereal. the moment i wouldn't forget.

i scrolled down to see my junhui's stolen shots, some of it was blurred for my aesthetic purposes, his side profile, the back ones beaming his board shoulders and even when his cheeks are puffing since i fed him a lot yesterday during lunch. i remember everything that happened yesterday, every single sparks i felt, every single glances, stares, holding hands, kisses, everything. . its all coming back to me and its enough to make my heart shrink that made my eyes filled with water.