Where You Belong :: junhao

WYB :: 16

*minghao*

junhui stared at me for a minute trying to process what i just said but later on, the side of his lips rose up. "so. . you're going to use me? to forget your stupid ex?" then he arched a brow once and he stroke his tongue on the side of his cheek.

my eyes widened after realizing what he said. i shook my head immediately. "no! no its not like that. . i mean. . its not like im gonna use you." i bit my lower lip not knowing what to say. honestly, di ko din alam bakit ganon yung lumabas sa bibig ko taena. "use and help are two different words. magkaiba yon and what i want you was to help me. . im not gonna use you."

"it was somewhat the same though." he argued.

i rolled my eyes. "its not. i promise i wont gonna use you. all im saying was you're going to help me. tutulungan mo ko para maka-move on, hindi yung gagamitin kita para maka-move on ako. gets?" i even widened my eyes on him while explaining the differences between those two. i know i looked like a mother who're gesturing something while scolding my kid. geez.

totoo naman kasi! those two words were really different from each other! i was asking him for a help to get me through this shitty feelings i was tired condemning to not the way im gonna use him para mawala to. i couldnt express that much pero magkaiba talaga sila! i swear i wont gonna use him to move on.

i glared at him once i heard him laughed while staring at me intently. "okay okay, i get it already. you dont have to explain, nagmumukha kang stress na palaka." he teased and laughed again

"i hate you!" i hit his arm and gave him my most death glare. "pero seryoso hui, i wont gonna use you. its not like what you think it was. . you're just going to help me, okay?"

he nodded. "okay.. . so when can we start?"

my brows furrowed as i looked sideways, thinking. "anytime?" i sounded so hesitant. i wasnt expecting that our unexpected meeting everywhere would end up like this. i wasnt really planning to ask for help of anyone. "yeah, anytime. i do really want to move on. . gusto ko na syang kalimutan and i think you really could help me." i wiggled my both brows and smiled like a kid.

"what if i couldn't?"

"what if you does?"

we locked at each others eyes again for a moment but i was the one who looked away first. i still couldnt stare at him too long like what he was doing to me every time. parang meron kasing sasabog dito sa kalooban ko and i know i need to prevent it before it could explode inside my system. plus my heart was beating uneasy whenever were having an eye contact with each other. and that uneasy feeling i wanted to stop.

"but lets make a deal. . are you in?"