*minghao*
okay? but wait what?! what did he say? tama naman yung deal diba?! he can't fall in love with me, he shouldnt fall in love with me while he was helping me to move on. tama naman diba?! but why does it sounded like it was wrong? and was a bit unfair?! teka lang ah. . let me repeat... he cant fall in love with me and so does.. . no! the only deal was he shouldn't fall in love with me, and what he said was. . but it should be automatic! vice versa.
i shook my head to got back to my senses after thinking of what he just said. he was staring at me while wiggling his both brows, waiting for my response. tae ngayon ko lang din naman kasi narealize yung deal! all i know was that, he can't and shouldn't fall for me without me knowing that it should be, between the both of us! dapat sakanya din! hindi lang sakin.
"it was automatic. vice versa." i argued and sipped on my smoothie before talking again. "kapag bawal sakin, bawal din sayo. and oh, i had already knew from the start that i wont going to fall for you, thats why i only had to remind you."
the side of his lips rose up and he shed a laughed. "but how come if you cant control it anymore?" then he poke his tongue on the side of his cheek, stifling a laughed. now he was making fun of me!
"i wont fall for you! i dont have to control it." he laughed again so i hit him on his arms umusad pa sya konti palayo to avoid my hand from hitting his arm. "once was enough. i dont want to suffer pain anymore."
"yeah. you should not fall. ."
we exchange glances as he was the one who looked away and i saw how he pursed his lips and got back from doing my plates. i was only staring at him, slowly feeling something inside of me. why does he always had to left me confuse and curious at the same time? i mean. . its not like there were more deeper meanings why i shouldnt... but from the way he said it and to way his expression changed, there were something.. but bahala na. for sure it wont affect me naman.
i look away before he could jerked his head to me, and would prolly caught me staring at him. i sipped on my smoothie while waiting for him to finish my plates. hindi naman sa gusto kong sya na gumawa non, its just that, i didnt know he would take it seriously. i thought he was only going to help me, but he was the one who're doing it right now and based on what i was seeing, mukha namang gets nya yung paggagayahan and it looked the same.
he drew well, too.
"shall we start?"
my brows furrowed. "what start?"
he shot me a glance. "your moving on process. tutulungan kita diba?"
i nodded. "anytime. i don't exactly know how to start. . i thought that putting every thing that he gave on the trash would be effective kaso hindi."

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Where You Belong :: junhao
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