Where You Belong :: junhao

WYB :: 53

*minghao*

a wide smile crept into my face when i saw how my mom covered her mouth using her hand, showing me enough proof that she seemed so surprise about the folder i showed her. . oh well, the folder i showed her was the folder that ygkplus modelling agency had for me as a request that they wanted to see me next week for scouting. i laughed when i saw mom fanned herself like as if she couldnt believe that i was literally. . starting to get back to what i used to before.

i also told her pala that i tried to dance again before during summer and her reaction was as same as what she was flushing right now. of all my friends, she knew how much ive changed into someone i didnt know i could become when mingming and i was still togetherㅡmaski din naman ako. i never expected na mawawalan ako nang gana sa mga bagay na bumubuhay sa akin noon. . but its all in the past now, i can finally have the freedom to do it again.

freedom to do it again without someone interrupting me and doubting me more than i do to myself.

"congratulations minghao ko! magiging model na anak ko!" she even wiped her quoxotic tearsㅡor, i didnt know if she was already since the internet connection from here to china was poor so she was a bit blur to me but enough for me to see how happy she was for me.

i laughed. "ma, were not sure yet. they just want to see me next week for scouting." i reasoned out and stared at my mom more. shes really the most beautiful woman on earth.

"don din naman punta non! they wouldnt ask you to meet them next week for scouting if they dont want you to be part of their agency."

she has a point though, i still doubting if they would really accept me as one of their new models since wala naman akong experience pa don except for what sora, stal and sica was telling me to do last few days ago. yeah, i have my own clothing line but that doesnt mean na alam ko din paano tatakbo yung ganito sa fashion industry mostly to modelling. i considered myself lucky because i found a counterparts like sora, stal and sica. they helped me a lot.

mom stared at me through the camera then she smiled. "who pushed you to do it, again? i mean. . for you, to accept their request and for you to do those things you used to."

i pursed my lips. "si junhui."

my moms small smile turned into sweet one as she looked at me fondly. "anak, kapag maiinlove ka ulit. . sana kay junhui." then her smile gets wider like as if what she thought was really a good idea. "i like him for you."

"ma, you know im not ready yet and i havent fully moved on from my ex." i defended myself and tried to restrain myself by swallowing hard.

this was the first time she told me she likes someone for me. kahit kasi friends kami since then ni mingming, mom never told me that she likes that man for me. she was just telling me that she hope na masaya ako kay mingming. . unlike this one. unlike this one thats she looked so happy, contented and it seemed like she knew whom she could trust when it comes to me.. . and most especially that she looked like she found the right person for me.

she leaned her face towards to the camera. "i know. . i know you're not ready yet and i know that you're still in progress. im not also forcing you to fell for that guy but im telling this because minghao. . i could see how much he changed you. how much he made you grew into the person you are today. and i could even see how much he respects you." i blinked thrice still swallowing hard. she sounded so serious while saying it. "and a person like junhui was so rare to find. kaya sana, kapag maiinlove ka ulit. . i hope you would fall to him."