Where You Belong :: junhao

WYB :: 82

*minghao*

my tears couldnt stop from falling from my eyes while reading whats inside the folder plus the way mommy wen had said those informations to me. she wasnt lying because it was clearly stated that they do really found a heart donor for junhui and the patient was in the US which they suggested to flew junhui there for the operations and higher chances of survival rate since they do have an advance technology and the instruments they'll be using was different from what asia's have mostly here in korea.

but its US... it was way too far from here.

"i-im going to ask you a question, minghao."

i jerked my head to mommy wen and nodded. "w-what is it, tita?"

she wiped her tears first before she heave a sighed. "do you want him to live?"

i dont know why but tears cascade through my cheeks more when i heard how she asked me that obvious questions . . she sounded like she's asking for assurance and permissions so that she could do something she wanted to do. plus her voice, it was too devastating to hear because she also sounded like shes begging. . shes begging for an answer she do really wanted to hear. and i dont know why she had to ask me that when she knew the answer already.

my head automactially nod. "yes, tita. i want him to live more longer."

"then if thats the case. . can you do me another favor? if its not too much for you."

"w-what is it?" i dont know what she was trying to point out why she suddenly being like this. she couldve just told me straight to the point what she wanted me to do because i would do any favor she wanted, for the love of my life.

her tears cascade through her cheeks. "he doesnt want to go, minghao." i blinked thrice when she said those words and even in just context, i have already in my mind what she wanted me to do and what shes asking a favor for. "he loves you so much that he doesnt want to go and just stay here with you. he keeps on declining all of it no matter how much explanation we provide even from the doctors. ayaw nya, minghao. . ayaw nyang umalis."

"i know you have an idea already in your head while im asking you a favor. . honestly, i dont really want to do this, but i was left no choice. mahal ko ang anak ko, and just like you, i want him to live. ive lost fengjun already because of the same matter as him, at ayokong pati si junhui mawala sakin. . he was all that i have."

no matter how i tried to contradict to what she was saying, but my heart just got being broken and broken every time im hearing her cracking her voice because of that, i could feel how shes in pain and how shes begging for someone to help her with junhui's situations. as i told you earlier, she resembles my mom and my heart would break ten times than here if ever she might gone through the same pain as like this. . i wouldnt take it, it doubled the pain inside my chest.

she tried to gave me a smile even though she couldnt. "i-im sorry i have to make you involve with my situations, ayokong saktan kayo pareho but this is all i could think was the best way para parehas nating matupad yung gusto natin para kay jun." then she tried to reached for my hand that was holding the folder i was reading. "please minghao. . you are all i could rely to right now. . please, please push junhui to go and accept the request that hospital is offering him."

"this is the only chance weve been waiting ever since then. he has a donor already, we can't let his chance pass so please. . please im begging you to push him to goㅡ"